If I try to put how im feeling into words its almost imposible to do, I want to live but at the same time I don’t, I don’t see the point, but I’m not selfish at all. I want the people around me to be happy, and I told myself I’d end it all when my friend found his happiness, He’s finding it and I won’t be needed for much longer, I know my death would have a little impact on others, theyd be sad for some days if anything, then they would live as if I had never been alive.
I don’t think I really […]