Let’s be frank here, guys. I’m incredibly lonely. So goddamn lonely it hurts to breathe sometimes.
I understand that I’m running the risk of sounding dismal here, but the fact of the matter is that’s what I am. I have only one good friend, and sometimes, just having him doesn’t cut it. He can make comments sometimes. They drive deep into me and stick there, infecting my insides with tar. I know he doesn’t mean for them to hurt, but they do. I can’t tell him that they hurt.
Sometimes that tar inside me glues me shut. It closes me up and makes me so heavy with […]