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I know you can relate…

by three.moons 1/15/2015

written by three.moons

Keepin’ my eyes on the road this time around
Keepin’ my hands pressed to the wheel
Something so strange as a woman has got me down
Ain’t gonna be your damn fool again

Drivin’ tonight just to ease my mind
A man in his mood is a most dangerous kind
And there was a time my head went blind
Couldn’t see the sign at the time years would go by
Before I wondered who or where or what or why

Lovin’ you was like lovin’ a house on fire
Burning and learning baby when the damage was done

And now I’m tired and I’m […]

1/15/2015 1 comment

Where is tc13?

by three.moons 1/9/2015

written by three.moons

Has anyone seen tc?

1/9/2015 7 comments

I want to be dead right now.

by three.moons 1/9/2015

written by three.moons

When things seem like they’re going better, don’t be fooled. They aren’t.

I FUCKING WANT TO BE DEAD. I’m tired of this shit.

1/9/2015 7 comments

He isn’t coming back

by three.moons 12/26/2014

written by three.moons

I’ve been trying to believe that he is, but it’s stupid and crazy and i’m giving up hope.

And sadly now that i feel like this I don’t have any hope or happiness to toss around to anyone else. I’m back to wishing I could find an easy way to end my shit lonely existence. There is no easy way of course, we all know that. But there are ways.

If I could erase the memories it wouldn’t be so bad but that’s impossible. If I could shut off how I feel and how I felt then, that would solve this too but that won’t happen either. […]

12/26/2014 6 comments

I want….

by three.moons 12/25/2014

written by three.moons

…a new avatar. I don’t like mine. I don’t like the colors.

Life sucks. lol!

12/25/2014 23 comments

A present to ourselves and our friends on SP…

by three.moons 12/25/2014

written by three.moons

A few other posts got me thinking, what if we tried a thread where we all have to say something (a) nice about ourself. As in, what’s a good quality I possess, physical, mental, emotional, spiritual, whatever.

And (b) say something nice about someone else. On SP if you are familiar with folks, but it doesn’t have to be someone on SP. Anyone in your life that you can think of something nice about.

If you don’t want to play, that’s fine, but please don’t post negative crap on this thread. This is a POSITIVE thread. Hopefully those too angry or sad or depressed to comment, will […]

12/25/2014 32 comments

This is it.

by three.moons 12/23/2014

written by three.moons

I have health issues starting, now that I’m 52, which as far as I’m concerned, mean I will be alone the rest of my life. What’s sad is that I’m still somewhat attractive and in pretty good shape but I will not be w/ someone if I’m falling apart physically, I won’t do it. I just lost my Big Love 7 months ago and don’t expect to find anyone else I want anyway but in the last few weeks have noticed health things going on that as far as I’m concerned, seal the deal — alone forever now.

And I am not happy about it. As […]

12/23/2014 9 comments

Alone on the holiday?

by three.moons 12/23/2014

written by three.moons

If you’re going to be alone on Xmas, whether you celebrate that particular holiday or not, if you feel lonely and empty, come say Hi on this post. I’ll be alone. Hoping to make it good day somehow and not feel lonely. It’s really just another day on the calendar, but w/ everything going on around, it can be rough.

Hope everyone will be surrounded by love, but sadly I know a lot of us won’t be. So come say howdy and we’ll have some SP Xmas cheer.

love

12/23/2014 84 comments

Linger with me now, thou Beauty

by three.moons 12/21/2014

written by three.moons

This is not my own, but it’s so beautiful, wanted to share….

Linger now with me, thou Beauty,
On the sharp archaic shore.
Surely ’tis a wastrel’s duty
And the gods could ask no more.
If thou lingerest when I linger,
If thou tread’st the stones I tread,
Thou wilt stay my spirit’s hunger
And dispel the dreams I dread.

Come thou, love, my own, my only,
Through the battlements of Groan;
Lingering becomes so lonely
When one lingers on one’s own.

I have lingered in the cloisters
Of the Northern Wing at night,
As the sky unclasped its oysters
On the midnight pearls of light;
For the […]

12/21/2014 2 comments

To sleep or not to sleep….

by three.moons 12/21/2014

written by three.moons

That is the question.

Do you guys ever dread going to bed, no matter how tired you might be, because you know once you get there you will be attacked by fear, sadness, loss, emptiness, and gut wrenching wailing, sobbing, the kind of crying where you don’t care if the neighbors can hear you, where the tears and snot soak your pillow, where you just can’t stop no matter how long it goes on, how hard it hurts, you’re locked in a fetal position, terrified, petrified, and lost..

12/21/2014 15 comments