I’ve been having the weirdest feeling lately. It’s not really a ‘feeling’, but it’s hope. I’d never thought I’d feel it, ever. Being hopeless was one of my ‘best’ traits. But today I actually felt happy. I was home alone all day of course, but still. I opened the blinds, curtains, doors and let it a lot of sun. I made myself some bacon and eggs and I got my usual tutor. I cleaned for crying out loud, and I made my own ‘organisation book’ and a shopping list. And I even sat down and did my homework. That’s also usually the last thing I’d […]
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Tiffany
Tiffany
Yes, I'm suicidal. No, I cannot be saved. To all you wannabe saviours on this site... fuck off.
My HSC is coming up – the one that’s supposedly the most important test in my life. Right now are the half yearly exams, with only the last English paper to go. I’ve spent half the exam time for math calculating what is the maximum score I could get (what I’ve answered) and it was around 30%. For the english paper, we need to write a dialogue and an essay which we had to prepare earlier and memorise for the exam. I’ve finished the dialogue but haven’t started memorising it or even writing the essay, the deadline is in three days and I can’t be […]