Its in my head again. I think i will do it at work so my “loved ones” dont find me
I hate my life. I hate my job (call center job). Im always alone, I cant socialize with ppl, for some reason I go mute in front of most ppl. Im tired.
i stopped smoking weed cause everyone told me that was the reason I was depressed. But now, I feel overwhelmed with anxiety all the time and I have such horrible violent nightmares all the time. My bf always plays really loud violent games all the time, and I wish I could shoot my head off.