For the first time in my life, I’m seriously considering ending it all.
We all have these periodic feelings after something bad happens, but this feels real.
I don’t see a half-decent future in my life, immediate and long-term. Not career-wise and not socially-wise.
I feel like if there is a god, he is doing his mighty best to fuck me over, and I’m not sure I’ve done anything to deserve that.
I’m writing this now because a couple of hours ago I received news that basically shut the door on what I considered my only escape route out of this life while still staying alive. It’s […]