I’m struggling to find a reason to stay. What is the point of my life?
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Even though I have to tools and I practice, I still feel this way. When will it stop?
This is a good post http://ithurtssomuch.tumblr.com/selfharm
http://youtu.be/LBmrmVt0IJU
Life is complicated and confusing. It’s filled with so much beauty and joy but buckets of pain. So much love but so much sadness. There is no escaping save for sleep. So if you are feeling like you’re ending is inevitable (which it is) and you may as well just pack it all in yourself (don’t) then put on your favorite song or go to your favorite place, and sleep. Be it in your car in a dead end somewhere, a park, under a bridge, on a roof. Just sleep. Don’t expect to feel better or worse when you wake up. Just let yourself rest. […]
Every time I start thinking I’m going to take the easy way out the universe sends me a reminder that there is a reason to stay. Life is short. Don’t kill yourself.
If there is anything I can say to you that will make you feel the love that I feel in the universe I would say it. Â But having been where you are I know there isn’t really that much you can hear other than pain. So let me help you in the only way I know how.
We are soul mates. I love you deeply. You’re awesome and amazing in the coolest ways. If you […]
The hardest thing about life is how short and long it is. Life is so beautiful, from the rivers to the ocean to love and music and movies. I love life sooooooo much. But on a daily basis I ask god to take me back. It’s so hard. I’m broke, which is fine, but I can’t afford a phone or electricity, let alone paying off my student loan or doing anything like travel. And that is all fine too. Although it isn’t because I don’t believe that life should be this way. Â A human being shouldn’t be shackled to the expectations of success. We should […]