The last few days i have been feeling really depressed, and i stipped eating again. Yesterday i forced myself to throw up the food i ate. And i didnt eat at all today except dinner. The thing with my eating is i dont care about the side effects, thats why ppl cant help me.
I have a rule when I weigh myself; if I’ve gained, I starve for the rest of the day. But if I’ve lost, I starve too. Nothing tastes as good as thin feels.
Everytying will be ok…. Those 4 words hurt my ears. After everything i have gone through, you are just going to say it will be ok? Spend one days in my shoes so you understand how i feel and then you will understand why all hope is lost for me
I will be 15 in 3 weeks. My depression started when i was 13. I began to start cutting myself. Now i have scars left on my arms as a memory. The last time i cut was in December. I would cut whenever something would really upset me. Then when i was 13 my mom implied that i was fat so i developed an eating disorder and i lost 30 pounds from that so far. I have not recovered from either. I have a tendency of relapsing. When all of this began someone came into my life and he tried to help me. He was […]