Everytying will be ok…. Those 4 words hurt my ears. After everything i have gone through, you are just going to say it will be ok? Spend one days in my shoes so you understand how i feel and then you will understand why all hope is lost for me
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There is a short answer…. which is that everything will be okay. There is also a much longer answer… which says that everything will be okay in time. Yes… It will take some time and effort. It will be a lot of work. I don’t walk in your shoes… Nobody does. I do, however, play a daily game of baseball with life… and life has an incredible offense and defense strategy… and I often get thrown for a loop. I know that I’m in the driver’s seat…. and you’re in the driver’s seat, too. Slowly… You can work on putting the pieces together. There may be setbacks… They happen… In the end, things will get more okay gradually.
One question im sure many people ask themsleves is; why me? Why couldn’t i be one of those people who are always happy enjoying life? I have tried, but eventually it just all falls back to this
You know you are quite helpful. I cant think of the right words to use but what you say makes a person think. Inspirational. Thank you
You may very well enjoy a happy life. Sometimes we can try and try and try… and the efforts fail. Been there, done that. Sometimes it takes a strategy change… or seeking some guidance… or thinking of something different to focus on. It’s not easy… but there can always be a rainbow after the storm. Perhaps your storm isn’t over yet… The storm will end.
It’s no problem at all… I know your rainbow will appear. If there is anything I can do, just say the word. SP is a good site to share what’s happening… Nobody will judge you. We’re all working together to push through life’s challenges.
Nothings never ok when ur on probaton. Sorry life sucks and I’m tiered of trying what’s the point. I am powerless over my life. And everyone is controling me and I can’t handle it. I’m realy wondering what whould happen but who realy cares. I have given U my mind body soul and my spirit and u still want more my freedom
The pursuit of HAPPYness, is just that — a life long pursuit. It doesn’t jus happen for many of us (most of us). I understand life’s futility and the power of deep depression. I also understand that when I am in the middle of it, I do not want to be medicated or to be told everything will be alright. Actually, when someone throws that mundane verbology at me, I feel like I want to hasten my departure from life.
But in the end, this morning I asked myself WHAT CAN I CONTROL in my life today? What would I choose to do if I were happy? SO, I am going for a country drive in the sunshine to see if that will change anything for me. I am going to take things one day at a time, hoping for that light at the end of the tunnel. If I am unable to find it after trying a bit harder, then I have the choice to cease life if I so desire. It is a personal choice, in the end (pun intended). For now, I choose to keep seeing if I can find happy-ness… I hope you will, too.
But in the end, we all make our decisions and have to live with them (or not).