Hello. All of you.
I have schizophrenia, but won’t take my medication because the side-effects are mostly exaggerations of all the other problems I already have. As I have a lot of problems. Sicknesses. Immune disorders. Fears. Questions.
Such as, why do I want to die?
I don’t know. The nights when I feel most numb I want to die because I don’t even have the energy to go to sleep, to change my state of consciousness. As silly as it may sound. The nights when the hallucinations are the worst I want to die either because they tell me to do so, because I am scared of […]