they ,hurt like hell when you wait ,when u need that contact,a thousand things run through your mind ,how ,where ,when ,what im gonna do ,how much do i wan na suffer,or quick?god even a couple a day would keep me going ,along with the feelings,…honest right now ide knock an let her have at me an have enough to say back,i said by your side an i dam well ment it,just don’t forget i’m here,worried,missing an thinking a lot.
i love my girl an a jack ass has fixed it so i can’t talk to her for a long time ,accept through a good friend.i was about to leave an go for a bridge walk when i got the message,yet she saves me again from a cold water walk.,she’s the only one who understands me an loves me for me ,an this ass has too step in.were for a couple months in differnt countries but together almost 3 years,he has been a pain in my ass since the beginning!! i even talked him otta running away,but he doesn’t know how to back off,she has […]
This has allways been the problem,i was born with it but never really showed tll later,that’s when the world came crashing down ,when even in the playground parents took kids i was playing with away,times i feel 21 going on 50,no because of inside but the outside an i would feel like walking off the bridge,an just sleep forever the pain away.why do people judge on looks an not what is inside? school was hard fighting every day,so at 13 i joined cadets ,i got a break finally ! an went to camp,thats where i met the girl of my dreams for the first time […]