This has allways been the problem,i was born with it but never really showed tll later,that’s when the world came crashing down ,when even in the playground parents took kids i was playing with away,times i feel 21 going on 50,no because of inside but the outside an i would feel like walking off the bridge,an just sleep forever the pain away.why do people judge on looks an not what is inside? school was hard fighting every day,so at 13 i joined cadets ,i got a break finally ! an went to camp,thats where i met the girl of my dreams for the first time ,u see she was not afraid of me ,giving me a ribbon i still  have,though im a little older we have an amazing connection,but i wonder on times ,how can she love this ughly guy with nothing to offer,i see my self as others do the scary kid nightmres made from an wen the pain would hit that bridge got close an closer.
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Isn’t the definition understanding beauty directly sourced to the eye of the beholder. It sounds like ur friend from camp gets that idea. Society is plagued with dumb shit like judging people for how they look – it’s totally not fair…I recently watched this vimeo intro video on why suicide is so high in South Korea. U kno wat is considered the standard of beauty? Big EYES, fair skin and a small face. Damn! Not dimples, or freckles or blue eyes but general stuff that is race and genetic related. So I guess my point is…we all get one body in life, I think the biggest struggle is to figure out how to live with the one you got.
thats true ,all but 1 has always been afraid ,but cause of things happening i can’t even talk to her ,an shes my everything .
I don’t understand why people look at only the outside since the inside is so much better no matter the outside! You kept the ribbon I gave you?? I still got the other one I kept, remember? I hope we see each other again soon and I’m gonna block your way to that bridge cause if you wanna walk of it, you’ll have to take me with you.
I remember an an seems every hurdle crossed. A new1 has come up
But I don’t give up , never have an never will long as I’m breathing .
It hurts so much waiting , things run through your head.anppl
Don’t make it easer when the only way things said had to be E
I realize that now . But only makes stronger . An u can block the bridge I don’t mind .
i need to know something -anything,before the worst cenerio get’s the best of me.