my heart hurts

i love my girl an a jack ass has fixed it so i can’t talk to her for a long time ,accept through a good friend.i was about to leave an go for a bridge walk when i got the message,yet she saves me again from a cold water walk.,she’s the only one who understands me an loves me for me ,an this ass has too step in.were for a couple months in differnt countries but together almost 3 years,he has been a pain in my ass since the beginning!! i even talked him otta running away,but he doesn’t know how to back off,she has told him ,but he just keeps at it so much ,i get chest pains when i know an that bridge gets closer an closer ,shes my world an cause of a rat fink who spilled his guts ,we are the ones paying for it ,i feel so lost ,the end of the bridge would be a release but my heart is hers.