I had a friend I knew mostly online. Â We’d flirted back and forth because we both had a psychosexual-erotic interest in death and suicide. Â We had also agreed to stop at times so that we would not trigger each other. Â In the end we were very good to each other, and encouraged each other to stay alive, while talking very frankly about our fixations.
She had never been off the online service that she was on for more than 3-4 days. Â On March 6, I talked to her. Â We had talked before about her killing herself with morphine (MS-Contin) which she was able to get sometimes. […]