When I think, I think way to hard, I think so much that, thinking is all i think about. I think about how everything is just, just a veil to the real world. I see the world in all that it is. People think that when you die you go to an eternal paradise if you follow a few rules and accept Jesus Christ. But in reality. (that’s the world i live in) When you’re brain stops working. You stop being you. You have no soul. Its just you’re brain and how you think. You just sit in the ground and rot. But if you […]
Somedays I just feel like finally doing it. Just swallowing that bottle of pills on my nightstand or climbing onto my room and diving head first into my concrete driveway, maybe taking a kitchen knife a locking myself in my bedroom ..sliding it vertically down my wrist. My life is an endless circle of nothingness.
Wake up, get dressed, brush teeth, grab backpack, jog to bus stop, go to my seat, arrive at school, go to homeroom, go to 1st period, go to 2nd period, go to lunch, go to 3rd period, go to 4th period, get on bus, walk home, eat, do homework, get online, […]
Street Dreams:
I see the streets burn every time I fall asleep, I’m losing all my sanity. I can’t hide from the voice that speaks inside of me.
I see the trees burn along with all my memories, I’m losing all my sanity. I can’t hide from the voice that speaks inside of me.
Bullet:
My legs are dangling off the edge. Bottom of the bottle is my only friend. I think I slit my wrists again and I’m gone, gone, gone, gone.
My legs are dangling off the edge. Stomach full of pills didn’t work again. I’ll put a bullet in my head and I’m gone, gone, gone, gone.
Coming […]
“We’re all alive just not fully, we’re all just…Undead“
 ~UnknownÂ
We have ‘friends’ but we’re all alone. Look next to you. What is there? An animal? A stuffed toy? A jornal? A living being? No. Log into your ‘Facebook’ or another social media. You have friends, followers, and others. They say “We’ll catch you if you fall!” but will they? Are they real? We are all alone. Just accept it. We have friends they are not real. They only use you. If you have a true friend make them prove it. Make them prove that it’s not just you. Say your having a bad day. All of the pressure of you wanting to end your […]