I think the most crushing force one can invite upon themselves is guilt and shame. It has driven many great, able men to their graves prematurely. Of which, I am not great or able. I am simply, stupid, and unworthy.
Sometime ago, I had become suicidal. Many days went by, and in order to hold on to the world that was crumbling around me, I made a desperate suicide attempt for attention. those days are long gone. I would never do anything like that again.
I did that, because I wanted the ones I still loved deeply to still be my friends. I had admitted to a […]