UnhingedandLost

I am a complete mess. I accept that. I love that.

I made a post going on about how much I hate myself, despise my loveless antics, all that jazz. But in all actuality, am I going to kill myself? No. Here’s why..

I love the unpredictability of life. Anything can happen. I can’t sit here and rush shit to just happen. Neither can you. I can’t fix any of you, I can’t fix me. But I’m accepting my flaws and I want to better myself. Not for any of you. But for me. I don’t care if the world hates me. If I never find love. […]

So hey.
I’m not completely sure how to start this off. I’ve been on this site before. Clearly, I’m not better. Or else I wouldn’t be posting here yet again.
I’ve struggled with severe depression and anxiety since I was a child. I’m on medication once again. It helped for a short while..but it’s still here. It always was, I think I just wanted the medication to work so bad, that I tried so hard to block out the bad thoughts.
I’m not asking for sympathy.
I don’t know who I am. I’ve never loved anyone, but I crave to feel loved. My family doesn’t […]