I am just curious, how many people really here have some kind of belief in God. It seems to be something that I am reading more and more, some belief in God …. So I am just curious, if you believe, why?
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sometimes there is nothing i want more. after cutting up my arms badly which usually helps me i just want to end everything even more – usually cutting helps, but this time, i just can’t stop the naggin thoughts of death, i’ve been trying to sort this but i dont think i can keep this up im out of energy just trying to fight these feelings and thoughts. maybe this is the best thing. im just so done with everything.
I feel so crap today. Don’t really know why I feel so bad, but I do, I guess life is just like that. Sometimes things are OK, and sometimes they are really bad, and at all times, it is pointless, it is worthless. Last night I cut again, and it only just reminds me of how much I want it to all go away, to all end. Driving around reckless – hoping that this next bend, there’s a wall, a hole, something hiding away waiting for me to come around and meet it. Such a shitty day. A shitty feeling.
So I am new here to this site, and am spiralling down hill. I have tried to take my own life a number of times before, but went on pills and saw doctors and all sorts. Things never really seemed to be any better. recently things are just getting worse and worse, like my mind is in over drive as to what to do and where to go, should I shouldn’t I.
I’m not going to make out that is it, I am going to do it, because I am not at that point, but I am getting closer and closer to a breaking point, I […]