Well recently my girl friend died I really see no point in living anymore because she was the only one i had that could actually keep me from cutting now she is gone. I’m so alone without her. She made me happy and made me feel like I actually belonged somewhere I just don’t want to believe that she is gone. It feels like a bad dream that I’ll wake up in the morning, but there is no morning in my future I only have night when it is dark and scary. I need her back but I will never get her back. Life never plays fair. I just […]
Recently I left the hospital for a suicide attepmt because a while ago I fell in love with a wonderful girl, but then found out because of me her parents were hurting her so I figured; if I died her pain and suffering would disapear, but when I woke up in the hospital she was there by herself crying i thought it was me who caused her to be beat but she was in my hospital bed next to me I later found out she only allowed her parents to do that because she didnt want me to leave her alone in this world but when I […]