I feel like I’m preparing to kill myself without even trying. My depression is getting worse and worse. I don’t take any meds except 5-htp, this natural supplement and who the fuck knows if it even works. I definitely feel hopeless. I’m alone. All my friends moved away and have lives and I’m just their facebook friend now. So, I deleted my facebook. I was active on blogtv and had friends there, so I deleted that. All I’ve kept is twitter and skype to talk to my online girlfriend but she’s getting fed up with my negativity and falling asleep while skyping. She’s 3 hours […]
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Just turned 27, graduated with a Bachelors in 2006, been working a shitty factory job ever since because I had no experience and because of the recession and my own depression. 2 past suicide attempts. Down to one online friend, no real life friends. Don't like my family. I live with my mother and a stepfather who hates me. I hate myself. I'm a complete failure at life. I've been on 2 dates ever. I'm a sex addict. Never had a girlfriend in real life. I go through an online gf every year. Eventually the depression ruins it. I'll probably kill myself within the next 6 months.