Okay, so right now, I want to commit suicide badly, but I’m scared like a little baby. I actually took 5 paracetamols to make me feel a bit numb. But whenever I think of that person, I just can’t seem to do it. Oh, I am so tired of living through all this pain. I can’t tell someone cuz I’m afraid they’d think i just want to draw their attention. 🙁 I was actually okay yesterday, but when my grandma called tonight, she said some things about my mom which I didn’t like. I was so mad. I mean, why does she always tell me […]
it all started when i was in 5th grade. everything was fine until this older student transferred to our school. my friends and i started quarreling but most of the time, it was me against them. i don’t know what was in me that they liked to argue with me. there was never a month that we won’t argue. and whenever i’m not friends with them, they’d bully me, inside or outside the school. this made me seek for attention from this older student so  they won’t do it to me anymore(cause she kinda have control to my friends. she decides for the rest of the […]