Today I lost all that cared for me and no one feels the. Pain I feel I. Beg each day for my life to end this pain but I still wish every hr it was my last day on this planet this must be as god wishes to punish me for all my bad deeds. I wish my life would end asap.
Today, as I talked to my wife how to save our marriage, I poured out my deepest thoughts to her, as she listened with little or no compassion . My heart just cracked in a millon parts and the small light I did see at the end of the tunnel was destroyed. All the thoughts of ending my life came running back faster than. Ever.