lately i’ve constantly felt disconnected. i’ve felt things around me but i haven’t at the same time. my problems are all popping up left and right and i’m honestly just trying to figure out how to cope. i don’t think i’ve ever felt so alone then i do in these moments. i’ve lost friends left and right and i can’t help but feel disgusted when thinking of myself. I’ve been reading a lot more about how to do it and i’m nervous bc i want too so bad. i know i shouldnt and i don’t even have a method but i’m just trying. i want […]