weary

I have two sisters who have attempted suicide (by overdose) multiple times.  At the moment I am lacking much feeling, but am not particularly depressed or anxious.  There isn’t much that makes life worth living, but nothing to induce me to death.  It’s a big change for me.  I’ve been depressed and anxious for many years, but I always felt like I had a purpose in life, even if I didn’t know what it was.  Right now I don’t feel that way.  I know that if I wait long enough my mental state will change.  It always does.  But then it will change again after […]