I am a 24 year old  suffering with serious depression. I have become obsessed with committing suicide and have been on this site for about a month now haven’t really talked here much my social skills wouldn’t be the best tbh. I don’t like to go out spend all day on the computer and listening to music… to cut a long story short I have really set my mind that this weekend to just get it over with have a method planed out so yeah thats it.
I know there is never a good time but how do you pick the time you want to go there just never seems to be a right time.
During a drive I wasn’t going anywhere particular just driving and looking at  life pass me by through the windows.  Slowly over the years I find myself more unable to connect with the outside world I slowly become more paranoid and less trustful of the strangers I see.  I even find it hard to leave the house to go to a shop, I was going to get a book I was interested in that’s why I was originally in my car until I turned around and just drove around aimlessly, not the first time that’s happened.  I used to pass the time playing the xbox, […]
Haven’t wrote on this site before but I just felt the need to vent. Â I have suffered from bouts of depression and had thoughts of suicide on and off for the last couple of years unknown to those around me as I like to keep myself to myself as I don’t like to share my emotions and problems with people. Â I am a pretty simple guy I don’t like to have to burden other people, I don’t want much out of life just a steady job and a place to stay nothing fancy just enough to get by. Â I have worked pretty much everyday since […]