For anyone interested, I had my first ECT session today. I won’t be posting the link again so I don’t annoy people, so if you would like to stay updated on the progress, check back often or just subscribe. I will be having 5 more treatments… Monday, Wed, Fri, Mon, Wed.
Hey everyone. I mentioned a while ago that I was going to start ECT (electroconvulsive therapy) for my depression. I’m starting tomorrow and keeping a video blog of my experience. I just uploaded my first video (Before ECT). I will post videos as the treatment progresses. Here is the address to the link. If you ever have any questions, post them on the youtube channel comment section and ask.
Whitney
I want to cut, but I’m too lazy to go upstairs to get a razor.
I cut while taking a bath tonight for the first time. For some reason it was so much better than cutting dry. The blood swirled around in the water, seeping from my skin. It was beautiful. I was almost hypnotized by it.
Also, nothing is better than going to bed with fresh cuts I’ve decided.
I really love being ignored and forgotten… Said no one ever.
1. I cut, but I cut on my stomach so there is barely any chance anyone will find out. I was wondering why some people cut their arms/wrists?
2. I’ve read on here that many people have been going through depression for a long time, if not most of their lives. HOW IN THE WORLD DO YOU TAKE IT?? I lost my faith in April of last year and became depressed in July, so it’s really only been about 9 months I think? And I severely want to die. I just want to know how you’ve managed to […]
How much do you actually want to die?
10, but I have to give myself a 9.9 because my family would fall apart if I do actually do it.
and I still don’t want to be alive.
I feel like pretty people don’t get suicidal or depressed. Or at least they don’t as easily. I hate the world. I hate chance. I hate being ugly, and being alive. My friends are starting to care less, and therapy doesn’t help at all.
Anyone know how to make a suicide look like an accident?