When I watch shows or movies or read a book, I start acting like a character I enjoy the most. I started watching skins (uk) and I liked Cassie a lot. That’s when I catch myself acting like her. I do this a lot with other characters.
Does anyone else do this?
(I keep thinking that I do this because I don’t want to be me.)
It feels like im getting worse by the minute. I don’t know what to do anymore. I want to give up, but I know I shouldn’t..
When I talk about my own death it sounds normal it doesn’t get to me. But when someone else tells me or I find out someone died I break down. I feel like complete shit. I don’t know how to explain it. I just hate death even though I think about my own death at times..
I don’t know who I am anymore. It’s like my oldself escaped somehow. Is that even possible? Or am I still me but its hidden really deep inside. I don’t feel like myself when I’m alone. I don’t even know who I am. Everyone knows that happy girl because that’s the act I put up for people. Or is it..? I wonder and question about my life. A lot. I have family and friends who love me. I still don’t know why I feel so empty, this isn’t the first time. Actually I been feeling like this for a while. Putting up a past on […]
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