Today I started to cut. It feels like the right thing to do. I was going to do it on my arms but I decided to do it on my hip instead. The pain is bad but the cuts are good, though I feel like a mess. I keep shaking every time it think about self harm, it’s like the shakes you have when you’re cold, they’re hard to stop. My hip is badly hurting now. I’ve had racial comments made at me today. Some by my “friends’” boyfriend, but her and all her friends that were supposed to me my friends are sticking up […]
I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m lost and no ones helping me find my way. I’ve fallen out major with the person who saved me, I want to talk to him but he’s deleted me from everything except my number. Seeing him happy without me at school breaks my heart because I’m not happy without him. I miss him so much. Makes it worse when I’ve got to spend a week with him in Poland with my school. It’s going to be so awkward.
I’m even making myself go deaf by how loud my music is when I have my earphones. I like to […]
I need help. I can’t do this anymore. I’m sick of life. I don’t want to live. It’s like I’m screaming and no one can hear me. I am so depressed. I have people at school who hate me. This one boy I have liked for ages said to me that if I’m happy he’ll go out with me, I’ve got no chance now.. I need a reason to be happy, a reason to smile, a reason to enjoy life, a reason to wake up on a morning, but so far I can’t find a reason.. Please can someone help me, it’s my only hope, […]
Back in May I tried to kill myself. I thought the only person I could talk to about it would be my bestfriend, but then he told my mum because he didn’t want to loose me. I’ve had counselling but that hasn’t helped. I don’t want to tell my mum because last time she found out I was depressed, it broke her heart. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m sick of it all. Getting called names at school, yeah they might only be names but name calling really hurts. I even get bullied because of the fact I’m half Indian, like seriously if […]
Whoever’s reading this don’t stop. I’m a 12 year old girl from a little town in Kent, England called Dover. I tried to run myself over back in May, but now I’ve stopped. My mum told me to think of other people’s point of view, what would of happened if it was a single mum with her children driving home from picking them up from school and she ran me over, she wouldn’t of known it wasn’t her fault, she would of been the one who would of been charged with murder. Imagine that woman and how she would of felt. Imagine how my mum would of […]
I’m 12 years old and I don’t want to live anymore.. Today I almost got ran over 3times on my way home because I’m sick and tired of my life.. I want to just end it.. I hate my life, I always have to ruin things.. I’m really confused with life.. Is there a point living? What’s the point of us lot being alive when we’re all going to die sooner or later so for me I want to choose sooner.. I changed myself to fit in at my school but because people were starting not to like me so I changed into my proper […]
My friend is also going through depression and he literally crying down the phone to me.. I hate to see him like this.. He is going through the stage of life where he hates his life and wants to just get on a bus and go somewhere where no one will find him, but I would.. I know I’m going through the same thing but it’s hard for me to tell him advice when I don’t really have anyone to give advice.. So I would like it if someone gave me some advice for him please as it’s hard for him and me
I’m quite young and I really don’t want to live anymore… My dad cheated on my mum when I was only 9 years old then when I was about 10 my mum told me that me and my sister are actually step-sisters… I’ve been bullied all through my life because; I’m fat, I’m half indian, I’m ugly, I have no friends and I’ve actually been physically abused when I was 9/10 by an 11 year old at my school… Alot of the time I get very jealous when people talk about there dads and how they’re amazing and then theres mine who hasn’t bothered with […]