I was caught up in a mundane task today at work, you know the kind, where you aren’t really thinking about what you are doing and your mind starts to wander? I don’t remember what prompted it, but I suddenly felt the darkness close in around me like I was losing my vision. My heart was pounding in my chest and a chilling hot sweat broke out all over me. I couldn’t continue the task because of the uncontrollable shaking of my hands. I felt the tears and there was nothing I could do to stop them. I work in a fish bowl. Eyes of […]
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WithdrawnAndDistant
Have you ever had someone capture everything about you in a single word? As if that person could sum up your whole existence with a one word description? That recently happened to me when my girlfriend called me SELFISH.
I am a divorced father of 3 beautiful children and I have another child with the aforementioned girlfriend. For reasons I do not wish to go into yet, I want to kill myself. For lack of a better expression, I have reached the end of my rope. I no longer see a future with any sort of happiness and the day to day survival is breaking me […]