Last Night
I watched the blood.
Last Night
I cried again.
Last night.
Today
I cut again.
Today
I cried again.
Today.
Tomorrow
I’ll slit my wrists
Tomorrow
Ill tear up again.
Tomorrow
Ill die.
You ignorant prick!! you coward!! you dont desteve me… But I love you… i cant help myself… So tonightIll take the sleeping pills and pass away from this wretched place
First great day of few..
My life is only getting worse…
I have cut again.. I don’t know what to do.. I have  hurt myself again… I hurt too  much inside.. I want to kill myself..
A promise is a promise
No matter how dumb.
A promise is a promise
No matter how strong.
I keep my promises
But this one, no?
I want to die
And this time ill go..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sAg8fWSN1fQ
I am ugly. I am fat. I am everything you say I am.
I am a btch. I am a slut. I am nothing compared to you.
I am stupid. I am horrible. I am worthless and a fat cow.
I am a horrible person. I hate myself and want to die.
All because you told me I was these things.
All because you bullied me. I can barely speak.
I have lost everyone. I believe it’s because
I am small.
No one would want a stupid btch like me.
No one would care if I died.
No one would mourn if I died.
No one would see me if I cried.
Everyone caused me to not […]
Pretty
isn’t
good
enough.
“Built”
by
pain.
and
drive.
bomb.
me
make
me
vaporize.
love
is
a deadly
weapon.
ghosts don’t
scare me.
flesh and blood
people do.
If
I
Don’t
plot.
I fail
life
presents
obstacles.
to overcome.
to fly.
to flee
To run
far away
fly
liberated
beneath,
The sun,
who
is
the stranger
inside
help
I’m
Listen to breathe me by sia and youll cry. If that is you understand my pain. Which you dont. I want to cry so badly, but i cant cry anymore. I love you. Dear mom there is no way you could have stopped me.Dear dad you caused me to origianlly be depressed. Dear chazz i love you. You are the first person i cried for in over 2 years. I dont want to live another moment unless I can live it with you. But I know who you care about and ir isnt me. So Goodbye. Because you were my last love. Because i cry […]
Do you see them? The Butterflies? Or the Pen Cuts?
I… I… I Hate Myself….
I… I… I Wish I Would Die….
I… I… I Give Up…..
I… I… I Give You All I’ve Got…
You.. You… You Want More…
I… I… I Want to Cry…
I.. I… I Want to Die…
Be My Friend.. Hold Me.. Wrap Me Up… Unfold Me… I Am Small… And Needy… Warm Me Up… Breathe Me…
I AM CRYING SO BADLY INSIDE FOR YOU!!! I WANT TO SCREAM UNTIL I CAN NO LONGER SPEAK!!! PLEASE!!! JUST LET ME DIE!!!
Uppydate. Uppydate.
I want to die.
I don’t know what to do.
Uppydate. Uppydate.
No reasons to live.
I’m sure you do too.
Uppydate. Uppydate.
Nothing to say.
Been the same.
Uppydate. Uppydate.
Going to drown.
Or blow
Out.
My
Brain.
Something’s there.
Coming so near. Something’s there.
That’s followed me here.
It hurts so bad
When I cut my wrists,
When I clench my fists.
Every time I see You.
Tears come to my eyes.
Every time I see You
Inside I die.
Something’s there,
Coming so near.
Something is there,
It’s so painful to bear.
A doctor, I went to
Asked me questions about You.
Tears ran down my cheeks
I looked at my feet.
Everything about You is what I love.
Every […]
Posting is… Well… Is something that makes me feel better… Until I find out how many problems I don’t really have  because ‘other people have it worse’. My mom tells me that practically everyday.. ‘I’m selfish and need to stop being a downer’ ‘I need to stop being a loner’ I need to do this.. I need to stop that… I can’t help if I want to be alone. I can’t help it I want to die. I can’t help it I’ve lost all but 1 of the people I care about the most. I can’t help it I’m depressed. I can’t help it I […]
First I’m Skinny ,
Then I’m Fat.
First  You’re  This
And Now Your that.
Second Im stupid,
After I’m Dead.
But  Did You See Me?
When I put this gun to my head?
Give me your dreams.
Give me your hopes.
All is forgotten
When I hang myself with this rope.
I’d dreamed of this day
For years and years.
You’ve held me back,
But brought my tears.
As many as this world’s hills,
I’ll take these pills.
Deep in my sorrow.
Deep in […]
I WISH I HAD CONTROL!!
I never remember it.. Ever…
I WISH I HAD CONTROL…
I wish I hadn’t done it but I have..
I WANT CONTROL!!
I Â know I shouldn’t.. That it’s bad….
I WANT CONTROL…
I don’t think I can stop.. Never…
I ‘M LOST AND LONELY!!
I’m all alone in this dark abyss..
I’M LOST AND LONELY…
My Escape, Â for I have no other Wish…
When I do it, it’s sweet and painful..
The only pain left for me that I feel.
One of the few […]
I cant bear this pain…. My ex won’t stop hurting me.. He just won’t stop.. I want to cut but instead… I scratch…
I officially wanna die. I mean it. I hate my life and I hate living. I wish I could get that loaded gun from my ex somehow.. I wish I could get my razors back from my other ex. I wish I could die. My life sucks. I posted my suicide story on youtube for those who want to see its (My Story- Suicide Morgan Davis)… I don’t even know if it’ll show up.. But if it does then watch if you feel like it.. I was almost in tears last night… And I can’t even cry I’ve cried so much. I’m ready to face […]