Something’s there.
Coming so near. Something’s there.
That’s followed me here.
It hurts so bad
When I cut my wrists,
When I clench my fists.
Every time I see You.
Tears come to my eyes.
Every time I see You
Inside I die.
Something’s there,
Coming so near.
Something is there,
It’s so painful to bear.
A doctor, I went to
Asked me questions about You.
Tears ran down my cheeks
I looked at my feet.
Everything about You is what I love.
Every moment with You I ‘ll never forget.
So then why?
Do I still want to Die?
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i really enjoyed reading this… youre a talented writer <3
this is beautiful. and this is my life in a poem. very well written <3
This is beutiful
written when i was 14, im 42 now, and feel no differently…dont remember all of it, kinda goofy but was addicted to carousels…….
the merry go round goes round and round round and round
everyone laughing, happy faces, but when we are done there will be no more traces
of life as we know it
we do not show it
behind our facades
our masks
so cleverly made up
im ready to give up
the merry go round goes round and round
round and round
the creatures we ride are colorful decorations
created by us, crowned decorations
all except one
the creature i ride wears no crown,
i look down and see only a twisted frown,
we are draped in dark cloth.
the merry go round goes round and round
round and round.
i look, i beg, i cry, no one hears
the merry go round goes round and round
round and round
i am alone
please help me, before
i
jump
off……..
Thx guys.. Amazing poem btw..
This was really great.
“Tears ran down my cheeks
I looked at my feet”
Really great.
Reading all your posts since you posted that video, the good bye. Wishing I had read them before. Wishing I had said something.
How can I feel any guilt for this? So stupid….arrogant too.
God damn it.
Good poem. I’d like to see more.
I hope there are more.