I’ve tried to kill myself so hard! In many times. I just wanna die, but I don’t know how. I mean, I need a plan toÂ execute. Make a plan, I don’t know.. Some times life is a fuck contest of status, or beauty.. I can’t see my life better than.. that. My whole life was a fuck lie, and I have never seen one reason to live. I have never a relationship goodness, I don’t have friends, I mean.. I do, but its not the point. Isn’t my life, I don’t have plan for the future, I aways think in die, or something like that.Â I canâ€™t sleep or eat, I feel sick, Iâ€™m crying, I canâ€™t look at myself. Sorry my english. ButÂ I just want it all to end. I’veÂ cut my wrists Already, I’veÂ thought about shooting myself, but itsÂ complicated. A gun its not easier.. found it. I don’t know. I’ve tried a lotÂ medicine, but it doesn’t worked (obviously..). Tell me how I make this.. where.. or something, please. I need to.