youngvolcano

I don’t understand what it is that makes me so fucking stupid. I always seem to fuck something up…no matter what it is. Like I have two friends. Both like me, but I only like one. We started talking… He said that he wanted to be with me, but he was scared of hurting our friend, which is completely understandable. Well…now he’s not even sure he wants to be with me anymore…and I’ve already fallen pretty fucking hard for him.  Our friend of course knows nothing about us ever talking…and he’s getting upset seeing me cry because of some mysterious guy that he doesn’t know. […]

I feel like I’ve had depression for most of my life, but I’ve never been diagnosed. It started when I was younger because I could tell my parents didn’t want me. I was their “surprise,” and I’ve heard more than once that I was a mistake. I’m also the youngest out of three. So yeah. My sister is my mom’s pride and joy, and as much as it makes me mad that my mom doesn’t act like she gives two shits about me, I love my sister to death. Like I said before, I’ve felt like I’ve had depression for a really long time. I […]