I don’t understand what it is that makes me so fucking stupid. I always seem to fuck something up…no matter what it is. Like I have two friends. Both like me, but I only like one. We started talking… He said that he wanted to be with me, but he was scared of hurting our friend, which is completely understandable. Well…now he’s not even sure he wants to be with me anymore…and I’ve already fallen pretty fucking hard for him. Our friend of course knows nothing about us ever talking…and he’s getting upset seeing me cry because of some mysterious guy that he doesn’t know. I don’t know…I just feel so stupid, and I feel like this has no point anymore…I just..I’m always hurting people I never want to hurt, and I’m getting hurt in the process. Ugh…this is stupid. I’m stupid. Everything is stupid. I’m just going to go…
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Not sure if I can help much, but im willing to give it a go. Freindships can be verycomplex, moreso when there are more than one in the equation. But lets be fare here, each of the three of you have fwelings that can be badly hurt. Now, put yourself in each of their posistions andask yourself, how womuld it feel if I did this to me??? As far as you being stupid, thats sociaty shoving that shit up your ass lubless. Trust me that. Ive been in situations simular, some ties I fuck it all up but others came out with me having some extremely loyal and caring freinds. Just hang in there and try taking a.step back and look at the situation as a third party looking in……..hope my ramble waz of some use.