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The effects of suicide on family and friends.

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by Nyx Lavery 11/21/2014

written by Nyx Lavery

I am a junior in high school at the moment. Female, 16 years old. It’s been almost over 2 years that I have been depressed and in and out of rehab. During that time, I have tried to kill myself more times than I can count. But when it came to that point – actually taking the leap and ending it – it’d be like a chain is holding me down and not letting me go. One of my worst moments was attempting overdose…throwing it up is worse than anything I could imagine. That was the last time I ever tried killing myself, because I […]

11/21/2014 2 comments

¿What should I do?

by hellblau 11/19/2014

written by hellblau

I have the words on the tip of my tongue, but somehow my coward heart will not let me speak them out.
It’s wasting life, dying slowly. I should love pain, cause he’s the meaning of it.

11/19/2014 1 comment

Its been awhile

by suicidal_chick 11/19/2014

written by suicidal_chick

I have no idea how long its been since i was last on here but i know its been awhile. I miss coming on the site everyday reading everyone’s stories, trying to help.

This week has been really rough for me. I have had 2 friends who tried killing themselves. Honestly i cant take this anymore. It hurts. I stayed up 2 nights in a row trying to talk one of them out. But it didn’t work…he tried and failed, thank god. I dont know what i would do without him in my life, he has talked me out of suicide a lot. theres something about […]

11/19/2014 4 comments

Help me Calm Down

by The Lost Girl 11/19/2014

written by The Lost Girl

My Ex Best Friend and Mate are Dating and When I asked Him out He Answer was: “He Wasn’t Ready To Date” But it’s ok to Date My Ex Best Friend and Not Me Arghhhhhh Grrrrrrr That Makes Me sooooo Mad

11/19/2014 5 comments

A ticket to freedom

by charlieregal 11/18/2014

written by charlieregal

I sold everything I own and gave every last dime to US immigration services for them to process my paper work. Every last dime and I a still stuck in Jamaica. I did some things I am not proud of to get that paperwork going. Some really unclean things. Oh lord I wish I could wash my hands of those things. But I can’t. Stained. Scared. I really want to fly out but can’t afford that $250 ticket. The man that petitioned for me, he and I had a falling out. I hope he doesn’t go to immigration and get my green card revoked. Cause […]

11/18/2014 4 comments

Numb and indifferent

by LonelyGen 11/18/2014

written by LonelyGen

Its been a week since I’ve quit my job. My family is struggling to survive as is and yet here I am, at home for the past three days. I haven’t gone out and I haven’t even changed clothes. I feel like I’m wasting the data on my phone but I’m sure it will be cut sometime in the next few days anyway.

I managed to make everyone that mattered at work hate me. I guess partially it was my fault, partially it was Eva’s fault. She came out of nowhere a month ago and befriended my two good friends as well as took my […]

11/18/2014 2 comments

Two Lives..One end.

by BrokenDisaster 11/18/2014

written by BrokenDisaster

It was so much easier when i could take pills or cut but now there’s a life inside of me. Depending on me. I can’t take it anymore. I never want to hurt any child, especially mine. But i know me and I understand no one deserves someone as horrible as me. Each day is a struggle. A fight I’m losing. A fight almost……lost.

11/18/2014 1 comment

My Parents Don’t Care

by addy 11/18/2014

written by addy

I’m an upper middle class perfectionist who has it all together on the outside. If anyone knew how much I hated myself I’m sure they’d be surprised. No, I’m not popular or the prettiest girl in school but I’m not an outcast, I’ve got a good friend group, I make straight A’s, I’m on the soccer team and track team, and I drive a nice car. But lots of little things put together have had me on a downward spiral for a while now. I suffer from severe depression. I have wanted to die. I have thought a lot about killing myself. I just want to die. […]

11/18/2014 4 comments

I Am Going Crazy Waiting

by SylviaPlathIsMyHero 11/16/2014

written by SylviaPlathIsMyHero

He is imperfect. Short, freckled, quiet. Intelligent with stunning blue eyes. Depressed and anxious. Heart broken and ostracized.

To me he is perfect. But he has been gone for quite some time now, locked away in a mental hospital I know he abhors. I didn’t know how much he meant to me until he wasn’t there. My days became more dull, I stopped smiling as much. I became sensitive, I holed up in my room, dreaming impossible dreams of a life with him.

I began to forget his voice. His beautiful face. His small stature compared to my tall one. The notes we would write each other […]

11/16/2014 0 comment

Hope its time

by Destined_to_end_it 11/16/2014

written by Destined_to_end_it

I took 4.5mg of synthroid a little over 2 hours ago, I sure hope this works but all I have noticed thus far is a headache. I sure hope it starts to do something soon because I don’t want anyone to witness my death. Really wanted it to be over already…

11/16/2014 5 comments

Suicidal Thoughts

by Kristofery 11/16/2014

written by Kristofery

No one seems to truly care. It all seems like they superficially care and love me, but no one wants to sacrifice their time to help me in this crazy fast and lost world. You talk about depression and every body is like “Just be happy” or wants to give you tough love, as if that would help! I need somebody to walk it out with me, in person!

And then the subject of suicide is brought up and almost everybody says those people are cowards.

Look for help and all they wanna do is give you medication. I dont want medication, I want true love, help […]

11/16/2014 5 comments

What is the matter?

by slambo511 11/14/2014

written by slambo511

I have everything I ever wanted,

No… seriously , I do. Yet it feels like nothing, I hurt all the time and just want to sleep, cry and sleep. The hardest part is that it just makes me hate myself even more, the doctors say “depression” and give me pills that don’t work, the friends say it’s because I work too hard and suggest a drink (like I need ANOTHER addiction in my life to battle, one that is socially acceptable, cheap and everywhere, and I thought heroine was hard to stay away from). The saddest part of all of this is that I see myself […]

11/14/2014 1 comment

Please.

by hellblau 11/12/2014

written by hellblau

Don’t go, I can’t do this on my own, save me from the ones that haunt me in the night I can’t live with myself, so stay with me tonight.

11/12/2014 2 comments

I want to leave!

by fishintheseaa 11/12/2014

written by fishintheseaa

I’m like so tired of being here. I am 16 still to young to leave this house. I just don’t belong here and I am such a bother to my family. Mostly everyone and I just want to leave…. Help me. Any tips?

11/12/2014 2 comments

Is it Fair? By: KristinLewis

by yourgirlkrissy 11/11/2014

written by yourgirlkrissy

At some point in life, you have to take a deep breath and think twice. You have to put aside all the things that made you cry, and look at the brighter things in life. Like going home to love and support, instead of going hold to a homeless shelter because you’re poor. But always be thankful for the life that you’re livin, because you could’ve been just another abortion. Sometimes we don’t see a reason for livin’, because we are raped, abused, and mistreated. So we cut, do drugs, and become suicidal , for some of us the voices in our head can make […]

11/11/2014 3 comments

Hello

by everythingisfinebutiwishiwasdead 11/11/2014

written by everythingisfinebutiwishiwasdead

So around a year ago I was the worst I think I’ve ever been, I was covered in cuts, barely eating, throwing up everything I did eat and overdosing around 3 times a week. I lost my friends and my family were just ashamed of me. I was kicked out of college and lost my job. I attempted recovery for around 8 months after coming out of a short stay in hospital, but now, just as I thought it was all getting better, I can’t stop thinking about suicide. The only person I’ve ever truly loved decided it is possible to be totally 100% in […]

11/11/2014 1 comment

Damaged Goods Short Film

by dgshortfilm 11/10/2014

written by dgshortfilm

Because we all deserve to live. It does get better man. It really does.

www.damagedgoodsfilm.com

11/10/2014 0 comment

by hellblau 11/9/2014

written by hellblau

I come alive, when I’m falling down. I let myself go, ’til I hit the ground.
When I’m there, at the edge, in this moment I feel it I know, I come alive when I’m falling down.

11/9/2014 1 comment

Her

by BecomingAnAngel 11/9/2014

written by BecomingAnAngel

I call her M&M. Because those are her initials.
She used to be one of my bestfriends.
Her dad went all manic and went crazy on her family and got sent to a mental hospital.
Then she got crazy.
It was like, She was a complete different person. She’s 13 right now and She has probably had sex with 30+ highschoolers at my school.
None of the highschoolers like her for her. and she knows that but she still lets them do whatever.
She got super suicidal before all this happened.
Then she tried to overdose.
and then she slit her wrists.
Then she went […]

11/9/2014 1 comment

I love you.

by hellblau 11/8/2014

written by hellblau

You make me the happiest, but you make me the worst. With you I feel Complete but I also feel lost. I need you in my live but you make it harder to fight. I’d do everything, even If that means ruin myself for you.

11/8/2014 4 comments

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