It was so much easier when i could take pills or cut but now there’s a life inside of me. Depending on me. I can’t take it anymore. I never want to hurt any child, especially mine. But i know me and I understand no one deserves someone as horrible as me. Each day is a struggle. A fight I’m losing. A fight almost……lost.
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BrokenDisaster,
I am very sorry for the pain you are feeling. But, as you yourself said, you have a life inside of you now that depends on you. And when that life enters this world, it could very well change YOUR life for the better. I can’t count the number of times I have heard stories like that – where having children turns someone’s life around for the better.
You may feel that you are losing the fight right now, but remember: You now have help and someone on your side – your child.
L4Y
(L4Y@cogeco.ca)