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The Kevin Hines Story – Cracked, Not Broken

by bayareaguy
written by bayareaguy

This book is one of the major reasons my life is on a positive trend in recent months.  In Feb and March, as some of you know, I put all the legal pieces together and tied up my loose ends…..I was ready to drive from PHX to SF and act on the lure of the Bridge.  I had severe insomnia and had not slept more than 3 or 4 hours in several days.  I found this book online, ordered it for my Kindle.  I read it straight through (thank you, insomnia).

I don’t have Kevin’s Bi-Polar disorder, nor do I have Schizophrenia….I am diagnosed with treatment […]

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Twelve Years A Slave

by Frozen In Time
written by Frozen In Time

First bid goodbye to those wielding knives

Then dim out from their shining lives

Next clear out all your promises

And shatter your own pulsing conscience

First fly away to a foreign land

Then distribute your every grand

Next write a will for things to come

And hope they’re not after that tiny sum

First stop paying your mobile phone

Then make sure you stay all alone

Next buy yourself a magnum gun

And float above the midnight sun

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I don’t know what to do…

by The_red_fairytale
written by The_red_fairytale

Me and my boyfriend *gasp* i know, i know why is this little ***** complaining about how life hates her, when she has a boyfriend that loves her?
1. I Feel numb, but he gives me some feeling back
2. He makes me smile and laugh, but I’m still not happy
3. He holds me when I’m crying, but I’m always crying
but the sad truth is my internet friends is that I don’t love him; I don’t even know if i like him. I mean he is the nicest guy you could meet, and he’s handsome, but I don’t know how I feel […]

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No more CD’s. A newfound album; That’s how the song started. And then it got beautiful, And hell, back and forth… Wishing to ride the beautiful one, like a Yoshi…***

by Bisban
written by Bisban

The corridors, of that black nightmare. When your soul was raped, in your death.
The sound of the devil, was the first line. In the background, a Mega Man. Shooting his blast, his color is blue. The music alters, I speak it’s colors. In the name of death, I seek for Mary, and the celestial. The child, that will teach humanity.
Mother. There used to be a cosmic warrior. The music suddenly turns so beautifully.
Saying the words “if.” Goddess, with her Trident. A base so that I may heal.
Like the celestial child of celibacy. Away from the apolypse. Gather our warriors.
Shepherd, the […]

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Fraid. Bud omni only

by Bisban
written by Bisban

Afraid that I’ve gone hacked, by some fragged fuck.
FBI of shit, erasing my lines. Upper-cutted in the ass by the devil.
Their horizons as far as chicken brain. They call em’ the Chicken heads.
Their blood are black. The witches. The voodoo. Calypso.
Back of the day, of ancient ancients. She saw the black blood.
And life, was dying since day one.

Hey… Spirit of the World, crew of the Black Pearl.
Give me an eye up in this *****, and say “I,” if you’re here.
Calypso, oh Calypso. Crying, in the world of abyssal.
My sister of blood… Our dying blood. She screams for […]

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Give me one reason

by iwillmakeitgoaway
written by iwillmakeitgoaway

Give me one reason to live.

I bet you could…but it wouldnt matter…because the existence of myself in this game of life is futile. I have no friends.I have no fucking life. Im pondering my existence constantly, asking why? Where is god? Why cant I be fucking normal? What did I fucking do to deserve this??. Dont give me that “Oh, it gets better! Youll see!” Oh really? Been hearing that for the past 5 years and life has just gotten worse. I shouldn even call “it” “life” more like waiting. waiting for the end because Im too much of a ***** to finish the job […]

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life buddy

by wanderlustnebula
written by wanderlustnebula

Hey i really need somebody to start travelling with full time, backbacker style. I live in montreal, so if you live in canada and are interested, really serious, hit me up and we can laugh, cry, exchange, travel and live together for a while. zamilee1@gmail.com for any info about me and talking about how we’ll organise our meeting! I don’t bite! I won’t say my life story here, so please write to me !!! I am so sick of this place and need to get away from this 🙁

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I Am Miserable

by lustrysui
written by lustrysui

I am really feeling miserable. I have just divorced and found a gf whom I really
Love. She is so cute at times and sweet at times. But she is so self centre and thinks whatever she have done is right. She love to deny the facts and shout at me with serious attitude problem. Most upset is she like to be uncontactble, likes to hang the phone and likes to Mia when quarrel. I have some bad debts with me due to first marriage. I hope to have someone to enlighten me, I always burst out crying with the state I am in and […]

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Invisible

by lostchild445
written by lostchild445

Ignore me like disease
A ghost you choose not to see
Pretend I’m not there because
Shortly I won’t be
Maybe you thought I was stronger
That I could live through it
That the lies you spoke no longer linger
And instead I found peace
But you’re wrong, dead wrong
I’m just better at hiding it
The pain you put me through
Gave me much needed guidance
Trust no one
Believe in nothing
And the day will soon come
Where you feel nothing
No pain, no hurt, no sorrow
Maybe emptiness is a better way of living
Keep my heart beating is all you asked […]

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Mesmorized

by whitneyirene
written by whitneyirene

I cut while taking a bath tonight for the first time. For some reason it was so much better than cutting dry. The blood swirled around in the water, seeping from my skin. It was beautiful. I was almost hypnotized by it.

Also, nothing is better than going to bed with fresh cuts I’ve decided.

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Enough is enough

by TheDepressed
written by TheDepressed

The past 8 years of my life I have progressively developed worse and worse depression. This past year has pushed me over the edge to wear I have gotten to the point I can’t deal with the pain anymore. The worst is I lost the love of my life because she didn’t think it was fair for us to never see each other. I waited 6 years to be wit hthis girl and for the past year and a half, I had her. I know this is probably really weak reason to be pushed over the edge, but she was the girl I wanted my […]

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Uncomfortably numb

by johnwhogivesashit
written by johnwhogivesashit

It’s  almost to a point where I wish I was dead just to end the nothing. The deadness inside. So much pain. Pain is all thats left. Pain and more pain. I cling to the pain like a life raft. I’ve shut out to feeling anything else. Its like being colorblind. More like LSD. Pain is like LSD. The colors are brighter more vibrant when tinged in LSD or pain. Every other feeling is like normalcy. It feels dull. The world just isn’t as vibrant. Happiness doesn’t feel as happy. Its tinged. It feels like the difference between color TV and black and white. It’s […]

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Go Rest High on that Mountain

by bayareaguy
written by bayareaguy

For my dear Jeff…gone 16 years today – he couldn’t beat the demons of depression and addiction.  He was one of those incredibly beautiful people who was damaged and defeated by users, who ultimately tossed him aside when addiction took his physical beauty.  Rest my dear one…we will be reunited in the not-too-distant future.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SdO6mW_B34M

 

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