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Ironic?

by LostandAloneGirl 6/23/2013

written by LostandAloneGirl

Today i talked with my mom. I found out that as you get older you learn to mask your emotions so no one is allowed to see you cry. But honestly? Some times i wish that someone could see throgh my mask and see that i am constantly crying and my throught burns from it all. My friends say that thet know me best but i hang out with then seperatly so they only see me as that person i am when i hang out with them. Funny how my “best friend” says she knows me best, then she Â talks about me behind my back […]

6/23/2013 2 comments

Not quite

by Heresy 6/23/2013

written by Heresy

(Please excuse the unnecessary length and dramatics)

To feel like a changeling, one that grew so accustomed to the life of being human, that it slowly denied ever not being one. That it IS the real child. That its memories are its own, and not stolen from a body and self implanted. To feel like an actor that’s been playing a part for years, but has slowly forgotten the character, the set, even the play. Unable to even understand the reality of the situation, he continues on, trying to form a cohesive plot with the scraps he can remember. To feel like a robot, programmed with […]

6/23/2013 9 comments

by dianabrite 6/22/2013

written by dianabrite

Nothing has happened to me, I only want the most complete blackness, that is the most beautiful. Whatever I crawl out of, I can’t see anything with my eyes, only the tar under my fingernails. I feel a seeping guillotine; but nothing in this moment cuts me, or has cut me, while the bizarre gruesome swallows humans whole or in pieces.

6/22/2013 1 comment

I will Live

by lonewolf23 6/22/2013

written by lonewolf23

I haven’t been on this website for a while but I just came back to say that I’m not giving up. It’s not my time yet. I’ve been lost in life for far too long now. I’m a 16 year old guy who spends lots of time alone. I’ve lived most of my life alone. And I’m ready to live the rest of my lonely life. I’ve had lots of time to think. I’ve realized that this is who I am, I will always be lonely. I realize this was meant to be. Loneliness has made me a strong person. I don’t like being alone […]

6/22/2013 3 comments

How it works

by imagineby 6/22/2013

written by imagineby

if you’re too kind to the world- and you expect something in return,

never do so

because this world is a big, huge, place with no justice of whatsoever

and in the end, you’ll definitely be exhausted and alone with the world

and tonight,

I Â should be dead from this place.

6/22/2013 0 comment

My Story…

by yikers 6/22/2013

written by yikers

So my story is a very long one. I’ll get right to it. I’m a gay teenage guy. I’m in the closet and only a select few know who I truly am. I’ve had one boy who I had relations with, both physically (we went all the way) and well for me, emotionally (I loved him and would have done anything for him. I’d take him back now if he asked). I opened my heart to this boy and gave him my virginity (apologies if this makes people uncomfortable). He crushed me. I got depressed after him and started self harming and I made an […]

6/22/2013 5 comments

Fuck this.

by VacatedHappiness 6/22/2013

written by VacatedHappiness

I spend all fucking week trying to pray someone is ok and hasn’t attempted, and when the weekends are the only chance to know. Then, after making everything seem fine she always gets all suicidal at the weekends. So basically I have torment all week.

And nobody seems to care about me. They do at first but after that? No. They stop talking and don’t seem to care to ask how I am after that, regardless of how much goes on in their lives. Ugh I’m getting sick of this shit.

6/22/2013 1 comment

Hi

by megfealz 6/22/2013

written by megfealz

I want to die

6/22/2013 6 comments

i feel so lost.

by barelyherebreathing 6/22/2013

written by barelyherebreathing

i feel so lost. like i should just pick up a blade and start cutting again. the other night i cutt the top of my leg it was bleeding a lot. i havent been myself these past weeks. i pushed someone away. i acted really mean to them. and love them a lot

6/22/2013 2 comments

Sometimes I behaved differently!

by soloheart 6/22/2013

written by soloheart

Sometimes I behaved differently it doesn’t mean that I loved you less, just you donâ€™t need me as much as before.

Maybe I needed you more!

6/22/2013 1 comment

Trapped in HELL

by anathema 6/22/2013

written by anathema

The biggest abominationÂ of earth is life. I can never forgive my parents for how utterly selfish and disgusting they are for forcing me into this reality. They are the cause of all theÂ suffering and constant, constant mental anguish I’ve feltÂ EVERY day for YEARS AND YEARS.Â They perpetuated a horrific need that didn’t need to be but I’m the one who has to have it, without consent and is the most disgusting, unfathomable crime that could be committed. I hate that I love them and I hate that I have familyÂ and a precious little dog whoÂ would be destroyed if I ended my life. […]

6/22/2013 9 comments

Imagine Suicide.

by idkanymoresorry 6/22/2013

written by idkanymoresorry

Wanna commit suicide? Imagine this.

You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible experience. You were bullied, teased, etc. You go to get your blades, pills, rope, anything. You go get that suicide note that you wrote forever ago. You thought you would never use it. So did everyone else. You cut yourself so deep. The blood won’t stop. You take 5 extra pills. You tie the rope around your neck. You tie it to the ceiling fan. You’re dead. There’s no going back. Your parents get home from work, your siblings home from school. They call your name like a normal […]

6/22/2013 6 comments

i’m sorry for having depression.

by wretched 6/22/2013

written by wretched

i didn’t want it.

6/22/2013 6 comments

if anybody feels like they have a lot of time to waste

by Tormenting Dreams 6/22/2013

written by Tormenting Dreams

http://shatteredglassz.tumblr.com/

6/22/2013 1 comment

Fuck Him, Fuck Her, Fuck Everyone, Fuck Everything.

by idkanymoresorry 6/22/2013

written by idkanymoresorry

My boyfriend is talking to me about the girl he cheated on me with.. And how he kissed her. I’m done.

6/22/2013 7 comments

Annie dog

by flatus 6/22/2013

written by flatus

Amphetamine Annie-dog
Pulls her trash and her stories
From place to place and bed to bed
Gives of herself and the magnet head
Another floor another ceiling
Counting stars with double meanings

Is it wrong to be swallowed whole
To disappear in her
To give to her the priceless peace
Of giving up control

We tumble out into the streets
And Annie dog she drags her leash
Pretty face ugly mouth
Bitter breath and so released

And by the no and in the yes
Annie goes if you couldn’t guess
A simple man a sycophant
Her elephant with the laughing call
She wants clean […]

6/22/2013 0 comment

Locked Out

by rach 6/22/2013

written by rach

There is no question that the worst state for a living being to experience is one where they are suffering badly enough to desire to die and yet they do not have a way of dying.Â Â I am so horrendously disabled that I might as well be kept in chains.Â Committing suicide in such a condition is all but impossible.Â Certainly I am ready to do it and want to do it.Â I can use my arms and legsÂ but I have no way of accessing a gun so I’m left with hanging or jumping from a building.Â Hanging is not easy, I’ve discovered, as I […]

6/22/2013 9 comments

Cross your heart, I hope to die

by Esmee-Lilly 6/21/2013

written by Esmee-Lilly

I feel like I’m lost; I’m being sucked in to a black hole of nothingness. Every time it gets a little bit better I find that, quite soon after, everything is worse. It is like one step forwards and five backwards.

Lately, I keep thinking of suicide. Re-writing the letters I may or may not leave for the people closest to me. I have started to collect tablets again. Any pain killer I can find. My mother has stopped hiding them so this is a simple task. I have started to cut, deeper and more often.

I have nowhere to turn, nobody whom I feel I can […]

6/21/2013 3 comments

forget this

by isabelisgone 6/21/2013

written by isabelisgone

my family does nothing but judge me. what do i ever do to you besides give you respesct infront of your shit talking family. Thats all you guys do.. talk shit about me and always wonder if i’ll ever be good at something. maybe the whole reason why i dont do anything is because im so afraid to ruin everything and show you that i am a complete failure.

you are the main reason i just dont want to be here anymore.

6/21/2013 3 comments

Drowning With Oxygen

by AngelLilith 6/21/2013

written by AngelLilith

They say the best thing you can do when you have a problem is to admit it, but who wold I tell that I’m depressed if I’ve already bodered every single one of my friends with it?

I have absolutely no reason to be depressed, but yet I’m here again feeling that the reallity got broken and everything went down as if the word wasn’t anything but a casttle of glass.
Can’t tell anyone because people never really cares or they have no way to help… how to help if you don’t even know what’s all about? I think I just need to jump and fall […]

6/21/2013 3 comments

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