Today i talked with my mom. I found out that as you get older you learn to mask your emotions so no one is allowed to see you cry. But honestly? Some times i wish that someone could see throgh my mask and see that i am constantly crying and my throught burns from it all. My friends say that thet know me best but i hang out with then seperatly so they only see me as that person i am when i hang out with them. Funny how my “best friend” says she knows me best, then she  talks about me behind my back and goes on Ask.Fm on anon and tells me to kill myself 🙂 thank you Kiana for making me feel like i really am worthless. whats worse is that i am too afraid to do the deed. I am terrified of what will happen when i go to sleep forever
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Masking your emotions is one thing most human beings are good at. Another thing is people are sooo good at faking that absolutely NO ONE can tell their suffering. So as much as you crying out for help,no one will see when good at being your normal self around people.
It’s ok to cry. Sometimes a good cry will make you feel better.
You can always email me hun 🙂
brl.cents@gmail.com