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The following sucks really bad.. I’m sorry. I just wish this were my last day on earth.

My true story

You sing country in the shower.

I got high to Nirvana.

You found salvation, and praised the lord.

I’d got drunk and partied when bored.

You’d run on your track or swim on your back.

I made all the wrong stops, always ran from the cops.

You’re heart and brains will take you so far.

For myself, all I’ve got is my guitar.

You were honest, loving and pure.

I was a shithead, afraid and insecure.

Now I must let you go, I must set you free.

For I know that in my heart. You’ll always deserve much […]

I’ve had my battles with weight but I’ve never thought of it as an eating disorder. I just wanted to be a certain weight that defined me as skinny enough. I didn’t exactly diet the right watly though. Instead of working out.. I. Decided to skip meals for about three months.. I ate. Just not as much. Instead of losing five pounds I. Lost thirteen.. but I’m not like that anymore .. But I find a weird,dark comfort in starvation … It makes me feel calm…

I am very certain that I am going to fail almost every class that I have signed up for this semester. Fail with a capital ‘F.’ I think this is largely due to a combination of my disgust for my major, naturally poor work ethic, and my frequent abuse of marijuana. I have come to realize, however, that the only thing to blame is myself. There is no other excuse. I have thrown my life away, and even as I type this, I can feel an overwhelming sense of failure and despair creeping up in my stomach. There is no coming back from this, and […]

i can’t get the fact that I’m bisexual and it hurts because my parents are against it. So I’ve been wanting to tell them but I’m scared. Once I tried telling them but they just got mad so I finding want to make things worst so I just shut up and let it go. I dating someone to and I just can’t hide her from everyone else. I want the world to know that i love her. But I don’t want people to judge me either. I’m just worthless

To out side people my life may seem like its taking off and that I have only good things to look forward to. However the truth is that my life is hopeless. My gf is selfish and although I love her I do not like her. I’ve been out of work for 6 months because nobody that I’ve applied for work with has even given me an interview. On top off all that I learnt today that the only thing im passionate about may be taken away from me. All I want in life is to help others, its how i justify my existence and […]

I want to know what do you do when your being bullied.

First Step:

Tell someone. Right or wrong? Thats the advice anyone would give you. Porblem shared is a problem halfed all that yeah?

So… Who do you tell?:

Your parents.

There we go!! Step one and I can’t even get that far. Coz nobody….NOBODY…..in these bullying preventions courses, bullying what to do if you’re a victim, even bullying week, noody EVER tells you what to do, when your family, is the one bullying you. Well more precise, when one of your parents, bullys you, and your family, and the rest of your family has decided that its easier […]

My girlfriend and I are breaking up. I went through break ups before I met her. I had friends then. I do not have any friends at this point; I am alone without her. I spent more than two years completely alone due to severe psychological disorders. I have felt what it means to be without anyone, and at this point, I can not handle being alone again. The relationship has not been perfect, but it gave me a life. I was involved with something. I had someone on my side.

Over the past few days the situation has been setting in. I am slowly reverting back […]

Its said that real integrity is doing the right thing, knowing that nobody’s going to know whether you did it or not.

Every one has a breaking point … I feel I have reached to a upper limit of my exhausted strength …. For past 3-4 years I have tried to fight what I felt was wrong and I fought with all honestly and in fair ways .. I made mistakes but then I am no super human . But I know that my intentions were good and pure … and I did made lot of sacrifices….May be its just that my ambitions exceeded […]

And I fail, over and over again.

actually derz no support from my home..!! no encouragement..!! no frndz ..!! no gf!! no height…!! my aim is to become an animator but parents never understood my intention towards it. n dey joined me in engineering.i really hate it.not able to concentrate on any subjects.i never go out.i don’t smoke, i don’t drink,my intention is to gain height. people around me tease me. so i remain in silence.i got alot of anger. i try to keep my anger in me. i m become big of sports but my parents never encourage me..!! so derz nothing for me..!! if i want go for gym, they […]

That’s all I do and all I want to do. It feels so good to sleep. It’s my only pleasure. But, I’m sleeping My life away. I’m in bed literally all day. Why be alivE if all I do is sleep.

Nothing makes sense anymore. My life feels like a blur. I can’t think straight. I’m 17 and pregnant, with no one to help me. I just want it all to end. The dad is “embarrassed” to be called a “daddy”. He isn’t the one who has to deal with people’s rumors, and bad talks people say behind my back. He doesn’t have to come to school where every one knows I’m pregnant. He doesn’t have to carry this baby for none months, and deal with the pain, and symptoms, he doesn’t have to go to non stop appointments. I am living in a night mare. […]

how will i know they’ll miss me when i’m gone?

how do i know they’ll care when i’m not around anymore. not like i do much to contribute to their lives now. i don’t believe i’ll be missed at all when i’m gone despite the numerous people who label themselves at my friends, or me theres. i don’t care anymore.

i don’t want to do this anymore.

so what if i’m a semester away from graduating college. so what if i’ve got a 3.6 worthless gpa. so what if people think of me as ambitious. so what, so what, so what. i don’t care anymore. i’m a fuck […]