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by darko 9/25/2012

written by darko

when i reached out to my ex a few months ago, he told me “quit being so stupid, you’re not 15 anymore”.

i reached out to someone tonight.

someone i thought i could trust not to hurt me.

someone at work told me earlier today that we are forced to go through the same things again and again til we learn our lesson.

all i can think about is cutting deeper and deeper til i cut too deep. this image of huge gashes in my wrist is stuck in my head like a pop song.

sometimes i miss my ex so bad that it makes me not want to live, […]

9/25/2012 2 comments

Lost A Friend

by fallenangel1221 9/25/2012

written by fallenangel1221

Yesterday,my cat died and I know I’m prob being silly for being this sad over an animal,but she meant a lot to me.I love her so much.It’s like she left with a piece of my heart.I’d do anything to hold my cat one last time.I feel so alone and heartbroken.It would help out a lot to get some imput from someone that experienced this kind of tragedy.Please.

9/25/2012 9 comments

my routine (or forced routine)

by fakingit 9/25/2012

written by fakingit

wake up
get beat physically by sister verbal abuse by dad and watch mom say nothing all for being alive
wonder around (not like i have anyone to hang with?)
sister has chores: this means “ok whatver” then “hannah if u dont do my chores i will beat u so hard” not llike i can just walk away cuz she chokes me and pusheds me to the ground then says “wow this is why your fat all u do is sit on your ass”
then i do her chores an my chores and when i do something of hers wrong guess what? im slapped and […]

9/25/2012 34 comments

Can y’all feel my pain?

by hope_hinders 9/25/2012

written by hope_hinders

Life what the f*ck is it about cause I truly don’t know anymore. I mean nothing makes sense anymore. People tell you bad situations don’t last long but I would like to challenge that theory. Happiness doesn’t last long so if you ever achieve it cherish it because it’s temporary. However, misery can last a life time. I’m living proof of that I know I’m only 19 but I’ve been miserable for the majority of my life. And right now I’m just exhausted. My life has no meaning to me anymore. I have to be the loneliest teenager in the world. You know people think […]

9/25/2012 2 comments

Buying the stairway to heaven

by User425 9/25/2012

written by User425

Like the song I see many people on this site trying to do that, promising all these things and getting people to hold on, like with anyone’s post about peoples problems and feelings it seems everyone or many people can offer advice, but isn’t offering people false advise and false dreams also an act of cruelty it is with this in mind I have not made as many positive comments that I could of, but after all the FAQ for this site tells us that this is not a place to look for salvation and to expect to be saved it is a simple place […]

9/25/2012 10 comments

Just waiting

by Angelsilhouette 9/25/2012

written by Angelsilhouette

I’ve been going through the motions for a few years, now.Â Living on autopilot, mostly.Â I occasionally do something nice for myself; traveling to China and Europe and getting a new car and cool new toys.Â Sometimes that makes me forget.Â Sometimes it makes me question my decision.Â It always fades, though, and the reality always returns to embrace me and remind me why.Â I always smile and accept, too; death is a light at the end of my tunnel.Â I look forward to it, but it is something I cannot allow myself to have just yet; I am still needed.Â There is someone very […]

9/25/2012 1 comment

I just want to not be lonely

by drowninginloneliness 9/25/2012

written by drowninginloneliness

Basically I feel like I want to die most days. Some days I am ok, but I am a very depressed person, I let my depression consume me. I really need some anti-depressants, but I am still waiting for my health insurance to kick-in so I can see a psychiatrist. I believe in God, but I don’t understand why I feel bad enough to want to kill myself. I’ve been thinking about killing myself for years but something always stops me. I don’t think I will actually kill myself, but I have thought about how I would do it.
I am currently living in Philly, […]

9/25/2012 11 comments

I don’t know how else to say this but sometimes I just wish I would just disappear

by horizon 9/25/2012

written by horizon

Sometimes i’m just so tired of life and I just wish I could like just not exist. It’s feels like I just don’t want to do anything anymore. Nothing amuses me. Nothing keeps my interest. I just want to disappear for a while. just do nothing. Stay in the void for a few days then come back later.

You know what i’m talking about? I know it might sound confusing. Sorry but that’s just how I feel sometimes.

9/25/2012 2 comments

I can’t be what you want me to be..

by Jnina's Jealousy 9/25/2012

written by Jnina's Jealousy

I can’t be what you want me to be.

Im sorry.

I can’t be smart.

I can’t be pretty.

I can’t be open-minded.

I can’t be strong.

I can’t be fierce.

I can’t be what you want me to be.

Im sorry.

I cant be the honor roll student, Mom.

I can’t be the perfect girl, Jeremy.

I can’t be the ‘fun child’, Chris.

I can’t be open-minded, Morgan.

I can’t be your hero, Shanelle.

I can’t be what you want me to be.

I’m sorry.

I’m […]

9/25/2012 2 comments

New to this place

by kurea 9/25/2012

written by kurea

Hey there. Was going to use a fake name but it’s too much effort so you can just call me Kurea. She’s a character from a japanese anime i like.

I found this site on google. I can’t even remember what i was searching for. “What’s the point in living” or something similar i suppose. But i found it and it intrigued me. Not alot interests me these days, maybe it’s the idea other people feel the same as i do. I wouldn’t wish it on anyone though, not even my worst enemy.

I guess we’re all depressed here. Well so am i. It’ll be 6 years […]

9/25/2012 8 comments

Die with honor

by frenchy 9/25/2012

written by frenchy

I do not fit to this world. This is my conclusion after over 25 years. Everyone sees me laughing, doing stupid things to be the funny guy in the band, always a joke to say. But nothing of this is real, i don’t care of people, of things, of life.

All my life I thought making other people laugh will make me happy but it’s not even close. I am popular, yes, got friends calling me every days to discuss of their super lifes, and I keep saying “nothing new on my side, it’s all cool, the bloody routine”. I am tired of this, tired […]

9/25/2012 4 comments

Why do we all assume…?

by TheSadSwede 9/25/2012

written by TheSadSwede

Hi, folks. ChildOfRagnarok is back again, so those of you who wondered whether I was still alive can breathe a sigh of relief (or put away your party poppers) now.

I don’t have much to share in terms of my life. I’m studying music production at a university, my songwriting has hit a lull, I’m still single (ladies), I have sleeping problems like you wouldn’t believe and my depression is returning to me. Nothing suicidal, just the usual death wish. Not much to talk about.Â Anyhow, I’m here to rant a bit since everybody loves it when I do that (ladies).

I’ve talked before about how I can’t […]

9/25/2012 2 comments

The Beginning of the End

by terminal 9/25/2012

written by terminal

We were dieing, the moment we were born.

9/25/2012 1 comment

okay okay i want to run away

by NotReallyHereAtAll 9/25/2012

written by NotReallyHereAtAll

I just want to run away, lose myself somewhere unfindable and do nothing but write things and sing things until it all starts to feel okay again. I’m tired of expectations, my own and everybody else’s. I just want to be alone with my words, completely alone. I don’t want to return until things start to make sense and I feel calmer and freer and completely comfortable with total independence. I need to learn to love my own company above everyone else’s because it’s not like anybody will ever stick around in my life for long. Sad, yes, but it’s a reality I must face. […]

9/25/2012 5 comments

I’m Just Sayin’…..

by indierockkgirl 9/25/2012

written by indierockkgirl

That a lot of you on here are absolutely amazing and talented people. I find it extremely strange that all of you have knack for stylistic writing. Have you seen how beautiful you write? The way you describe your shattered hopes and your distant dreams. It is so heartbreaking the way you guys describe it in an eerie yet beautiful poetic way. I think that you merely writing about how horrible and hard life has been is something that should help you persevere, as that is how I am beginning to feel. When you guys write on here, I can feel your pain, and it […]

9/25/2012 36 comments

~Slipping Off The Edge~

by MsRavens 9/25/2012

written by MsRavens

If I were to destroy myself today, you wouldnt know or care. If you are going to destroy yourself do it in your honor. Not anyone elses. Maybe if I thought you cared I would be more inclined to destroy myself in your honor.

Ever despise someone so much you’re willing to commit the murder of self right in front of them… I used to say you can only hate someone you love so hate does not apply here. One may be feeling feelings undescribable, far from hate. These feelings affect self directly, that’s how soul deep the wounds are.

See the thing is one cannot lose […]

9/25/2012 1 comment

why am i depressed

by storm 9/25/2012

written by storm

yes i lived in a poor home , yes i was raped as a child, and yes i was all so abused and beatten ,yes my father was never in my life ,and yah my mom had too many responsiblities to care for all five of us so i was raised by T.V,despite all, my brothers and sisters are all doing fine but me i am crazy to them, i am constantly depressed and i cut my self a lot and in the end of a normal day i would find my self on the edge of our roof top or holding a knife and […]

9/25/2012 7 comments

scared.

by stubborn 9/25/2012

written by stubborn

So I’ve been thinking it might be a good thing to go back to therapy I’m some what scared. But it might be a good thing for me…I need help..

9/25/2012 12 comments

I wish I had someone to talk to.

by christina-- 9/25/2012

written by christina--

Talking to yourself all the time, is very lonely.

9/25/2012 0 comment

so..

by jordy 9/25/2012

written by jordy

One of my friends told the head of my school everything. My depression,the cutting, the suicidal thoughts.

Now everyone is laughing at me, indirecting me and I can’t fucking be arsed with it. The girl who is supposed to be my bestfriend has tweeted twice about me,

“I want to commit suicide for no reason at all lol :):):)”
“Cuttin my wrists at the moment bcos my friends care about me x”

Charming, right?

9/25/2012 35 comments

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