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You fucking hurt me,
cant you see every time you made me bleed?
I cry,
I lie,
I say Im okay,
But Im really not.
My dreams make you say the words I wanna hear,
I want you near,
I wanna hear you voice,
I wanna dance with the reaper all night.
Lets make some noise,
and lets make up for all the fights.
All the drunk texts,
and hurtful things I said,
Im sorry,
and that I ended all the love […]
Cutting. A weakness like drugs that takes you over. It relieves pain, and stress. But in the end you get more stress then ever. Â I heard some do it for the joy of the pain, or just to feel something. Why would you want to feel something? Why would you want to feel pain out of all the emotions in the world? Isn’t love something you would want to enjoy? Or happiness? Others do it out of pity for their life. They want to know somebody is still here for them. I can’t blame them for this. Then their are the attention-hogs. The one’s […]
hi my name is steve….and ive been suicidal since i was 12…im 24 now going on to 25….now im having the hardest time to want to keep going…right now im fighting a rare cancer that the doctors dont even know how to fight and i just dont know how to handle it anymore…my girlfriend of seven years left me just as thing were getting worse…and it just keeps getting worse because no one fucking understands how i feel…people understand but your expected to move on and get past it…and i just dont know how…is there anyone out there that i can talk to and might […]
Y me huh y? All o my friends r trying to get me to stop cutting, they all say “Its easy just stop its not that hard!” but its easier said then done. I’d love to just drop the knife and walk away, but its hard for me to stop. But it only takes 1 little thing to upset me. Most people find it stupid that i get upset easily but i cant help it.. I cant stop cutting yet so many people want me to.. I just cant find the will power to stop..
It amazes me how you seize to never completely disappear.
It amazes me how I know you never wanted me here.
The patterns of love-struck,
Keeps me near,
Even though you will never really care.
The patterns of my cuts,
Lets me know how much you really hate my guts.
Even though how my life has been spared.
God doesn’t have anytime for a fool,
Or anytime to be able to scold,
Everytime I bleed,
Another sin I commit,
Another deed,
Another chance I get taken away […]
i give it until christmas this year. after the new year. it’ll mark my 6th year as a suicidal freak. i think that’ll be the day i end it.
my life is a complete failure and i dont like to live anymore…my skool life was a shit n den ma coll life again another shit…i am from a gud medium wealthy family…nw fo d past four yrs busines z also not gud…my family wants me 2 get marry nw i m 20 yrs old…i m askin dem dat ll get married by 23 but dey r not @ al acceptin…i got dumped…i couldnt be happy @ al…four yrs of my coll life i did nothin but crying…nw also m doin the same…i couldnt change my life and i couldnt accept whats happening to […]
Longing to feel your lips kiss me goodbye
Buring with desire to feel you by my side
Please baby just hold me tight
Don’t let me go
Not till I’m gone
I never wanted to die alone
But here I lie with you on my mind
Lying here just waiting to die
Needing you by my side
I guess this is goodbye
Farewell, so long
Just know, I’ll never let you go
I’ve been alone pretty much my whole life. My family never really cared, I was always pushed last. I never had a friend. Everyone in school always picked on me because I was different. Whenever I thought I made a friend, they always found someone better and pushed me away.
It hurts feeling alone. No one gives you a chance and no one cares unless you’re pretty or dying.
I just want someone to care, to be a friend, to be lame and play video games with me.
I’m a nice girl, I always have been. But no one gives me a chance.
I will hang myself, next time I’m home alone, the soonest chance I get I will attemp, but I’m worried I’ll fail. also, I don’t know, maybe not quite %100 ready to die yet? %99.9? and that extra %0.1 is instint to survive? I will have a go. I have other, more lethal options if this does not work.
~Jaspar
i can’t get over the fact that my girlfriend now , lost her virginity to my arch enemy… it should be a whatever thing , like oh you can’t expect a girl to be a virgin kinda thing. But my not being able to get over it comes from the reason that she lost it to someone she chose over me . It’s like you hate someone and then your now girlfriend has you and him on the line and she chooses to date him instead.2 months pass and you already feel like secound best but now that guy you hate has something over you […]
I have no idea now, how I should kill myself, thats the only thing I think about anymore. I know we are not meant to discuss suicidal methods, but can someone help me?
Is it not enough to be just me? I’m trying to be the person that you need.. :c
It’s our time to shine through the down
Glorified by what is ours
We’ve fallen in love
We’ve fallen in love
It was the best idea I ever had
Today I fell and felt better
Just knowing this matters
I just feel stronger and sharper
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful
Today I fell and felt better
Just knowing this matters
I just feel stronger and sharper
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing
Today I fell and felt better
Just knowing this matters
I just feel stronger and sharper
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing
Do you want […]
Hi guys, this is my first time on here and I need to just spill so…here goes. I have Bipolar Disorder and have been in and out of therapists and psychiatrists since I was 12. I’ve been through cutting and numerous suicide attempts, all of which involved overdosing. It’s been probably 3 years since I have actually attempted (I’m19 now) and within those 3 years, I actually had a fairly happy–and medicated–period. No suicide attempts, nothing. However, I can feel myself sliding back to that horrible, dark place that I spent so much of my early teenage years in. That place where everything is dark […]
I have lost so much in my lifetime… sometimes it seems crazy how much one person can lose. i have lost the small relationships i had with my dad and my sister who i haven’t talked to in three years. i have lost a mother that can do everything i need her to do for me… she can only do so much now. i have lost my happiness and motivation. i have lost friends and so many other people i have cared about. i lost my trust and care about my physical well being. i have lost my will to eat… but most of all […]
Hi everyone.
First of, I want to share a little about myself, so that you have a little insight about who I am. I’m a 21 year old guy. No health problems. Great supporting family that has always been there for me. General good looking, tall, slim and dark hair and eyes. Have a job making decent cash. Live for myself, have my own car, doing rather good hence to the general things in life.
But, even in a seemingly good and fine life as mine, even I have my problems. I have very few friends, I can count them on one hand, and even […]
I am planning to use the helium method as an exit plan. The tank will come from walmart, tubing from a hardware store, large oven bag from the grocery store, and I’ve got the tape and drawstring. I am an unemployed teacher of 26 years experience and have been reduced to food stamps and community handouts since my unemployment stopped. Tried meds and antidepressants along with counseling – both group and individual and feel I have run out of time, money, patience, and will to want to see the next day. I stay locked inside my home unless I go to forced events such as getting food, […]
Listen to “When I’m gone – Eminem”
{Chorus}
And when I’m gone,just carry on, don’t mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I’m looking down on you smiling
And I didn’t feel a thing So baby don’t feel no pain
Just smile back
I can’t help but think, that could be me saying those final words …
something i wrote today. i tried to give it some sense, cuz i wrote it in portuguese. stay safe everyone.
the past echoes in the present, like a blade, that gives meaning to the wounds of a lifetime. the same life that has been lost in time, in the vividness of the moment, reliving stories of sweat, passion and blood. covered in dust and musty smell. the reality, tinged with darkness and despair, which tends, not wanting to exist, suffocated by tears and heart panting. the lack of words, that erodes the essence of knowledge, and the longing that shatters every moment and becomes suffering. yes […]
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