So this is my first post to this site…

but i have found for a while now that the only sanctuary I have in my life is those few blessed hours of the day where  your mind slips away into sleep. It’s a time of shear bliss where all your worries fade. when I am awake I never just “be” like it seems so many others have no problem with. My mind is constantly running from one anxious thought to another..I have found it to be physically draining. I wish I had an off switch on my mind. So everyday I seem to find myself counting […]

dear R,

who the fuck do you think you are? you can’t just fuck with people’s lives, it doesn’t work lie that. your actions have consequences. you never had to. you didn’t need to get my hopes up. why? why would you fuck with me like that? i’m not good enough for you? well thats my life now i guess. not good enough. never ever gonna be good enough. what the fuck?!?!?! you know what, i knew i wasn’t good enough, i knew it, but then you had to get my hopes up. you fucking got them up so you could crush them. thats why hope […]

Like why do you think you are experiencing the universe from your particular viewpoint rather than someone else’s?  Maybe you have the best seat  in the house.  Maybe not.  I think a lot of people think about this from time to time, and people must come up with their own philosophies.  Enlighten me if you’ve got a theory.

ill pay 3,000$ for functional helium hood

send me email at guythomas34@yahoo.com

i’ll travel to you, obviously keep your identity secret

this is me, i joined this in hopes of finding someone who cares to talk with me ..

Im 22, Cant go a day without wanting to self harm or simply just shoot myself in the face…

My parents have never been there for me, i lived on my own since i was 14. the gov took me until i was 16 then i legally emancipated myself. I almost died until I found out i was pregnant… turned my life around for the better… the man I was pregnant with was very tempermental and beat me to a bloody pulp on several occassions… Ive been beat down […]

Another day of pain and it is bringing some more sorrows in my life. I’m just another girl trying to fit in this perfect world with some tummy and dried eyes.
I try new hairstyle everyday and wish someone would notice but there are people to criticize and no one to realize the hurt and pain i feel inside all night.
I did not imagine my life would fall apart this way and i never wished to live in this pain but there are truths that my eyes cannot hide and these tears come out uninvited.

Ugly and Beauty is not everything.

Hey site, long time no see. I doubt you’ll remember me.

Basically my dad is suicidal and knows what he will do when he thinks it’s the right time to go, but I don’t know when that is. I don’t know what to do. I’m struggling to keep myself alive, let alone him.

This is hard…I underestimated how hard these past months were. And I’ve never had a great relationship with my dad so I don’t really know what I have to do/should do.

Every night I get recurring dreams that my dad began self harming etc and last night I dreamed that he killed himself.

Sucks…

They think your crazy
They think your mad
They call you stupid, worthless,
Tell you your not worth it

Now your walking back
To a place you call home
But you feel so alone

The same hurtful hits
It’s your darker place
In your virgin ears,
The remarks they made

And if they, if they really knew,
All those things
That you do in your room to hide the pain
I bet their minds would change

Yeah,
I’ll bet their minds would change
They’d change if they knew the pain

Cause I believe in these scars
I believe in your scars

i am the most selfish person in the world. My dad beat my mum and me. He called me a fat oath and more. I get bullied at school I get called fat and that I should die and that I’m a lanky fat shit. Well I believe these things I am fat I am a waste of space. I started cutting because I called out for help and no one was there. 4 months ive been free of self harm but the self harm in my mind in still there their voices are in my head all the time. I can’t talk to no […]

I know right now I am the most selfish person but I really have no other choice but to die or give death a try provided it doesnt  betray me like life has always done. Reason : I am 28, abt to get married to an Army officer whose parents indirectly ask for dowry by saying the marriage should be arranged lavishly, branded gifts should be given to the relatives, asking for half of the share for the car my to be husband has brought, my to be / would be husband says his parents should always be respected , blah blah. I don’t wanna […]