How is everyone feeling tonight? Please stay strong during these difficult times. You are loved.
i read the post and i see a comunatey that is sporting echother with out some one asking them to you are all intelgent people who are kind and help full but with problems that no man can under stand we cut to deep for that im now 1 week with out weed or drink and if i do something stupid tonight i love you all as brothers and sisters and that you are all strong remeber we are the beter and stronger people becos we have been were WE have been good luck to you all xx
They say people come and go in life but all I know is people going.. I’m so tired of being hurt and alone. I dont have any friends, not 1.. I don’t have any family members to lean on, they all disappeared over the years. They only person I have had for the past few years is my boyfriend and while our relationship was coming to an end, we have spent most of the past few weeks enjoying each other and the time we still had with each other come to find out he has met someone else, he says he needs to move on […]
I’ve tried meds, some self help books, but nothing I do helps diminish this depression. I want to talk to my ‘close’ friends, but I cant bring myself to say anything. They say they care, but time passes and they don’t even make an effort to say a word to me.  I’ve always made a lot of effort to show them I care about them. And its just not a good feeling seeing no reciprocation. A part of me hates them for it. Its made me more distant. I cant help but feel so envious when I hear about them being happy.
I go to a university, I’m social and talk to friends […]
a brother has diyd to day the needel in his arm is he in a beter place or dos his pane live on is this what we ame for is this how we go or are we going to do some thing or are we going to show
a brother diyd today a gunshot throw the hills here liys his bodey and look how hes blood it spills
a sister diyd today her arms all cut and red the picher of her ex boy frend liys beside her haed did she have to diy cod her pane be a fix now shell never be remeberd lost […]
just cut on my ankle…deep. it’s bleeding, a lot, too much, now i’m scared.
I want to share a story here, I will tell you this, its true, but its your choice to believe it or not, I tell though its true!
Somewhere in another plane, our souls, reside there, that place is what we call “God” or “Universe”, yeah that place is alive, its where souls go and its where souls come from, that whole dimension is alive, that is “God” or call it however you want. I call it “Source”
Every soul is part of the Source, note: We come from the Source, it didn’t made us, we are from it, not made by it! Imagine this a huge […]
flying out to mexico to buy ******** leaving the earth on march 17th i really liked this site well ive go to pack my bags get the ******** come back and RIP
Don’t be fooled by the face I wear, for I wear a thousand masks and none of them are me. Don’t be fooled; for God’s sake, don’t be fooled. I give you the impression that I am secure–that confidence is my name and cool is my game and that I need no one. But don’t believe me. Beneath dwells the real me in confusion, in fear, in aloneness. That’s why I create a mask to hide behind– to shield me from the glance that knows. But such a glance is precisely my salvation. That is, if it is followed by acceptance; if it is followed […]
No one really knows how bad it is. No one. I’m supposed to have a good life-I’ve never been through anything traumatic, I’ve never lost a loved one. I have no right to feel this way, yet it’s the only thing I can think about. I just want to die. I don’t want to go through this anymore. I don’t belong anywhere. My “friends” all have other friends. I haven’t hung out with anyone in months. The guy I’ve been in love with for 3 years is using me to make out. I eat lunch in the bathroom at school and hide in back corners […]
But I have had one previous “attempt” and landed in a psych ward.  I signed that pledge not to buy firearms but I’m not sure if it’s relevant now because I’m in the South as opposed to the gun grabbers in California.  If I hypothetically went to Wal-Mart to buy a shotgun would they question me or stop me from buying a shotgun?  I’m planning on doing out in the forest.  Wow life has to be some sort of  a cruel joke.  The gods want me to suffer….\
Why can’t I just have a peaceful death from ********? Â The religious idiots want humanity to suffer and […]
dont no aney more lifeis a dark prospect for me now i dont feel exsitment like i youst to when i smile ts a thin vale i swar the only person keeping me alive is my mate that and making larp kit my so call frends who say therll slap me if i have a fag why cant thay let me i meen if i whant to kill my self slowly why cant i ? and when thay ask me why i was crying the last time thay saw me and i tell them why do thay tell me im a liyer do that think or do […]
My best friend is the only thing keeping me alive, i love him. But out of the 7 times ive overdosed, only one really had the greatest effect on my body. I had given up at the time, i was ready for everything but then my best friend came across my mind and i told someone and was rused to the hospital “just in time” according to the doctor, to be saved. My best friend changed, hes replaced me and were no longer close. tonight i might be leaving, i just cant take it anymore. things keep getting worse and im not strong enough for […]
thers blood on the play grownd were the big boys go to smok a boy is there crying cuting and smoking the boy is me do you know me i think not
this is the ferst time i gont on some thing like this so bere with me my dad hits mr to today he hit me when he hered that i smok it was a farther son day my mum is some one who is kind on the out side but its a liy my bulley takes pitey of my storeys befor beting me to a pulp i dont whant to to this no more […]
Hello,
This is my first time to post..I have come to this site off and on for a few months. I have suicide Id. , depression, PTSD. I go to counseling and take my meds. I read a butt load of self help books, etc. And still today, I have the thoughts and play the pictures over and over in my mind. I swear so many times if I could own a gun. I know there are people that have it and had it way worse than me…thats one of the reasons I stay angry at myself. I which the meds. would help. But the doc. do […]
There once was a three year old girl
Who took baths with her brother
A giggled when her mother popped bubbles
As she watched her children play
While her father lay on a bed
One room away
And drank red wine
And watched his family
And smiled
There once was a seven year old girl
Who took her first shower
And missed baths with her brother
But now he was nine
And they were both too old
And her shower was too long
And her mother got mad
And the girl went to bed early
There once was a nine year old girl
Who learned […]
Well, I’ve stopped cutting… I give thanks to my awesome new someone.
Although I still do it occasionally and for… Other reasons… I am hoping to GOD that it will stick this time.
So yeah. One month sober.. Kinda.
Also to all of you who don’t remember… This is Kelly. LMFAO
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Sunlight creeps in through the gaps in the window blinds, covering the room in alternating strips of brilliant radiance and undefined shadow. It bares resemblance to this life. Fulgent memories of pain and suffering, with unremarkable and colorless […]
Key word (Struggling) well i wont be doing that anymore after this year.. it takes an instant to die.. but a lifetime to plan it… And thats what keep me going.. knowing i can and will die at anytime… no fear!!
life is a pain ever day i have kidney pains i’m happy though knowing that I going to end it on march 17 I also have insomnia when I am dead I can sleep and live well if god rejects me i will become the reapers angel and fight by his side  i have stockpiled a supply of prescription grad sleeping pills and a bottle of wine and a small bottle champagne and a plastic bag self euthanasia will be the cure .
