These half-said commitments
Shake under our feet
Unable to be trusted
With anything other than defeat

The moments of clarity
End much too quickly
With clandestine sincerity
And annihilated dignity

My head down, I walk away
Confused and shattered
Broken by another day

But if you’d kiss me one last time
I’d never let your lips leave mine

Well I ask you all. Is this world worth livng in anymore? I can’t find very many reasons for it to be. And I’m so young I should be enjoying life but instead I’m depressed andd looking for a way out. I’m to chiken to kill myself though. I don’t wanna die in pain. I want to die fast and not painfull. And I sure as hell don’t want to come back. Yes my parents and friends may miss me but they would have to understand I can’t handel it anymore. I’m not gonna go anywhere in life. I will probally become a drug addict […]

Today I woke up and realized how unhappy I really am. The pain I feel is so intense that it hurts to the core of my being. I sit here and look at the walls so much grief here I lost so much my home my kids my ex my life. Its all gone and I don’t have another start over in me I really don’t. Ending this life is all I have left. I simply can’t do this anymore . I have made my final plan to just end it. I can’t live without my family anymore I failed them and myself. No […]

So its been awhile since ive posted…. But here’s my little update of not awesomeness.
It’s hot outside lately and it’s making tired. But you don’t know what you said yesterday made me just not trust a lot. “My girls” and how I was telling you don’t need sex to have fun, then you saying “Maybe.” All because you want to go to Mexico as I don’t. Know what go to Mexico with your “girl” and maybe have “sex” cause I can’t do anything. I feel too disgusting to argue or anything. My organs seem to be killing me. And I just can’t cry.

Hey everyone,

I’ve decided on using carbon monoxide for my exit and was wondering if anyone on here knew the effectiveness of propane grills compared to charcoal grills. I have a propane grill already and wouldn’t really want to purchase a charcoal grill if I don’t have to.  Any info on carbon monoxide will be helpful.

Thanks

Against suicide that is.

Why is it considered to be an actual problem that ‘must be stopped’?

It’s that one person’s choice whether they live or die and that is where the option should rest.  Outside interference shouldn’t exist.

I don’t understand why so many people are so horribly against it.

I do understand why they may not like it and may want to help someone, but I don’t get why some people attempt to stop a person completely from their decision.

Especially strangers.

Do they feel sorry, or do they just want to do their good deed of the day?

Yes, my complaints are obvious and have probably been expressed hundreds […]

lately all i can do is laugh, its all so fucking funny,
its funny how i am such a pathetic person that has pity on himself while nothing bad enough has happened to me, its also funny how everything hurts, its funny that i am writing this and i am only now realising how terrible i am feeling, its funny how i can’t stop hating myself for a second. its funny how i never have any rest, its funny how i keep telling myself i don’t care , its funny how i love pain, how i love being treated like shit by my father, i […]

my name is not that important but just for making it more human, it may be jeriko.
i constantky since years like with something i call “the dark”.
the dark is that part of me that constantly arise rage, hate and will of suicide … and for what i know he has a plan.
first he made me break with some friends, thne made me deaf to listening suggestions, then he isolated myself from reality.. and i guess that now reached its ultimate target, unlock all “breaks” that keep a normal person from doing stupid things.
i call them stupid but not as disrespect, but […]

Does someone know what happened to jessdepp? She was looking for a suicide partner…I wanna know if she is Ok

Go on youtube and look up Look away by thousand foot krutch. It helped me.

hi.sorry for my bad english beacause it’s not my first language.
i’m from turkey .i’m 21 years old male and i am(was?) university student .i have AD/HD(focus problem) and serve social anxiety. ihave gone to doctors here they gave me some drugs like fluxetin and propranol and some others but all of them were useless.also my doctor told me nealy all of my problems are from fear from soicety.
i came to this site about 3 month age searching about suicide and now i’m some kind of addicted to it. i check it every day and i don’t know why!!
all of my life i […]

I will try to be brief, Tomorrow I go to work to be fired. I will lose everything, my house, wife and son because like many we live paycheck to paycheck. I am old 59 and no one will hire me at this age. I continue to ruin my life and have done so at times. Each time I reach some level of success, I find some way to mess up. Well in the end when all the stuff hits the fan – I will have lost again. I am thinking about ending it. Your comments are appreciated
Old Man J

Hi,

I am a 21 year old girl

I used to be happy…

I used to never suffer from migraines…

This is effecting every part of my life making me want to give up…

If I choose to kill myself to stop the pain…

Which medication Is the quickest ??

Ot if any body suffers from migraines please talk

I am responsible for how I treat my body. I can choose NOT to self-injure. Then are other ways to feel safe.

Have you ever felt the need to slit your wrists, to let all the feelings of guilt and depression out and then sew yourself up just to feel happy again?

I just want to be free.

I’m just trying to keep it together.

Sometimes, I look for scars on peoples wrists. Maybe we could be alike.

Don’t think. Don’t fucking think, because when you think you realise how fucked up everything really is. You realise you don’t know how you got where you are, you don’t know where […]

I know that what I’m about to write is pretty horrible and that not many people on this site have gone through it (or at least I hope not), but I would really appreciate the opinions and help from anyone willing to give it.

Short version is that last year I was raped and nearly gang raped and since then I just haven’t been the same. I mean I was pretty messed up from some other stuff, but that was the even that completely changed me. Some of my friends and family already know about it all (not from my mouth), but I really want to […]

Really, what happened? It used to be much better last year, people commented and chatted more and all that, what penned?

Ok so hey evyrbody what’s up?

So sorry i haven’t posted in almost 2 years and in some ways i am glad i ‘am still here.For the record i’ve tryed to kill myself several times so far in my life and i am still here so yea you can make in through some depressing times but< i don’t want anybody to try it as many times as i have so far but propley won’t try again……..we’ll mabe for a long time.i still think about it 24.7 but do what i can to advoid thouses thoughts.

I’am 21 now.so yes i drink now and go to bars.my 21st […]