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I Did This…

by renegadeRaenbow
written by renegadeRaenbow

Whenever we’re little, why is it that we wish we were older? Much older? Why didn’t anyone warn us of this? The adult life is so sugar-coated and isn’t as glamorous as it’s made to be.We wasted out childhoods on wishing we were done with it, when in all actuality, we would give up anything just to go back.

I first tried to kill myself when I was fourteen, after 3 years of cutting. My parents split up, I lost my 8 day old nephew, my sisters moved out, I lost my friends, and I had nothing holding me back from suicide. I was put on […]

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Maybe my destiny is suicide

by mysmilecoversalot :)
written by mysmilecoversalot :)

Do you ever feel like maybe your purpose in life is truly to kill yourself? I honestly feel that way all the time. I trust God with all my heart and I believe that I have a purpose, but I also have this underlying feeling that my destiny is suicide.

It’s kind of crazy, not that any of you know me, but if you did, I would be the last one you’d pick to write the above statement. A few people do know about my anxiety and eating disorders, but even they would never suspect suicide. There’s those people, dark and mysterious, that you know […]

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I… am not… my hair.

by Oancu
written by Oancu

Not many people know what it’s like to lose their hair.

As you age, you lose hair.  When you get a haircut, you lose hair.  I’m talking about a different kind.

It depresses me every time I move my head, wake up, shower…  there are clumps of hair…  everywhere.  Falling out.  My hair is dying to help keep me living.  My hair could be dying, while I too, began to die.

If you put it into actuality, I’ve been dying for almost 3 years now, only now has it began to really come through.

I am dying, and I have accepted my fate.  I have not accepted the fate […]

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The Beckoning

by Nolentwohundred
written by Nolentwohundred

To all of you out there who have problems with society, religion, government etc.  I can tell you that there’s a good chance that your anger and/or frustration is justified.  I have answers.  You may not want to hear them.  I am not a therapist, counselor, psychiatrist etc.  I am a philosopher, an author, a teacher and a student.  I am not here to preach, judge, defend, or honor.  I am here to provide concepts and theories that I have gathered from decades of research and self-identity.

I want to make something very clear.  To those of you reading this, I am not condoning violence on […]

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