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Afraid To Go Home

Maybe I can help someone, for once…

by onlydyinginside 5/28/2013

written by onlydyinginside

I am drowning in my depression.

I am unable to reach out to anyone, because I have no one to reach out to. I have lost what friends I had because I was “a bummer to be around.” I did what I could do mask my feelings, but I can’t, not anymore.

I am writing this not looking for sympathy, but to simply tell my story, and maybe, for once, I can be of some worth.

I was raised with one simple phrase beaten into my head, I am worthless. Whether I am or not, does not matter when that is the only thing you feel: worthless. I […]

5/28/2013 3 comments

My Angel

by drowninginsorrow 4/26/2013

written by drowninginsorrow

Today has been better than yesterday was for her. No yelling, no fighting, no hurtful words were propelled at her.

Last night was rough on her. She had to meet her regulars, some nice, some not so much. There was always those men who were very aggressive and since they were paying they felt entitled to anything they wanted. The girl would stop arguing after the first hit, she would stop resisting and let herself float into subspace waiting till it was over. The girl would awaken withÂ noticeably blackÂ bruises up and down her arms, her neck, and down her legs.

She is afraid to go home, she […]

4/26/2013 1 comment

why me ?

by mandelmassa 4/6/2013

written by mandelmassa

i want to tell my story, i want people to know the real me.

What I remember most from my childhood is violence, fightsÂ , tears, fear and harassment.

I remember I was afraid to go homeÂ becauseÂ I did not know what was happening at home.

4 years ago I was raped by my brother,Â It happened many times over one year.

The only thing that stopped him was that he moved..I was young and did not realize that it was not appropriate..

I have met him many times after, but I do not understand how he can look into my eyes and pretend that nothing has happened..

A few years later my dad […]

4/6/2013 5 comments