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my story part 1

by ChellyDiane 5/20/2013

written by ChellyDiane

Growing up I was the happiest little kid possible. But I dont know if I was truly happy.
I was constantly lied to from the time I was born. Always told that I was Mexican and Black because thats what my mom said to me. So I told others that, I tried to fit in but then I found out the real truth in about 3rd grade. When my mom told me that I was really black and white Â I went and told my friends. Worst mistake of my life. I was in 3rd grade and labled as the biggest lier possible

Nothing made it better. […]

5/20/2013 4 comments

please talk to me

by kenyetto 1/11/2013

written by kenyetto

i feel so lonely right now. im 18, and my mom kicked me out in august. i now live with my stepgrander that actually took care of me most of my young life. i didnt even really live with my mom until i was 7. my mom was an alocolic. i was told i didnt even want to go see her. my mom,i cant get ahold of her for last few days because i want to see my sister. it hurts, she turned 7 the 8th i didnt see or hear from her. i feel that my mom is doing it on purpose so i […]

1/11/2013 3 comments

So sad the route my life has taken!

by Woody K. 11/20/2012

written by Woody K.

The other day, I think this woman I used to know blocked me from calling her (not sure) and all I tried to do was get ahold of her, but she didn’t answer the phone or return the few messages that I left.

It all started when I told ehr I thought she’d be cute wearing diapers similar to Pampers (please don’t judge me) and it’s only gone down hill since. She got mad t me and accused me of making her look bad, and even beinga sexual deviant. I wihs I could set things right with her, but it may be too late for that.

At […]

11/20/2012 1 comment

even this post contradicts itself

by imallivegot 8/27/2012

written by imallivegot

my life… i pushed for what i wanted. i always got close. sooo close yetÂ every time, it fell. my soul, Â for anything and everything is gone. i really just want nothing. existenceÂ as a whole i justÂ don’tÂ want. Â growing up with an abusive family. pushing away from them. finding home in a best friends family. loving it more than your own. growing and pushing yourself to get what you want. only not to get it. learning not to care so much about it. Â always with the thought of finding someone for you on the way, someone to love. of course being in many relationships. to give up […]

8/27/2012 0 comment

First Post… We’ll see how it goes.

by LostForgottenSoul 4/29/2012

written by LostForgottenSoul

No need for a name, therefore, my name will me Anonymous. I’m a 17 year old female who tries to hide away most of her emotion. I was diagnosed with depression, PTSD, mild OCD, insomnia, and possible BPD. My life is a nightmare most days. After my initial hospitalization, i started treatment, and for the most part it helped a lot. But lately, I’ve loss interest in school, isolated myself a lot, and am becoming increasingly more impulsive (I went out one day and just got a tattoo, on my wrist. So much for ever being aÂ professional.) I have attempted suicide 5 times […]

4/29/2012 23 comments

TRAPPED

by lordsaveme 4/22/2012

written by lordsaveme

Lost inside idk where to go

trapped with anger, lost of all hope

no finger pointing, only I who is to blame

Im shackled and caged filled FULL of rage

If I wrap this sheet around my neck

I can put water to the blaze

Satan got ahold of me, BOY is he vicious

gave up on myself, dont even care about christmas

miracles dont happen, so I accept my fate

trapped in my own mind there is no escape

razors and knives pierce thru my heart

misery filled conscience, stand alone in the dark

nowhere to run, nowhere to hide

failure hurts, I just want to die

written in summer of 2011, but just bought my charcoal grill […]

4/22/2012 2 comments

deciding what will actually work……..

by okyoucanhaveit 8/27/2009

written by okyoucanhaveit

i’ve spent alot of years thinking about this, a couple times trying it, and now i’m ready to get serious! but i want to make sure it actually works. waking up in the hospital with all the fam damily around balling their eyes out is no longer an option. what about a syringe full of bleach? any other suggestions? what can i find around the house to inject and get this taken care of? wish i could just get ahold of some heroin. i know how to make that work………..

8/27/2009 3 comments