I went to the doctors. They said I most likely have a stomach ulcer from too much smoking and alcohol and pills.
That’s never good. If It bursts well.. I’ll have to get an operation and I could die.
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Alcohol And Pills
alcohol and pills.
it seems too easy.
i don’t want to die.
but it’s too easy.
to just slip.
and after a few sips.
everything is gone.
and then it will be over.
and i won’t have to worry anymore.
and the numbness will be gone.
I left my second marriage after my wife became so consumed by alcohol and pills that I couild not take the neglect and constant trampling of my spirit any longer. Every time something bad happened to us it was because I was a loser, yet she refused to participate in the marriage or any of the important decisions, setting me up for the blame if things dod not work out.
After leaving, I was found by my first wife, who had been the love of my life but had left me 20 years earlier for another man. She had tried to get back with me shortly […]