Hi,
I am trying to write to the founder of this page- never did this before so I hope you get to read this.
I was reading up on the suicide rates in Colorado when I discovered your site. I am so sorry the rates are as high as they are and I am even more sorry that there is so much heavy crap kids have to deal with. I am a school leader- I want to do something. So I wrote a book I want to get to the tweens and teens. I thought it might help one or two. I made a podcast […]
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I’m watching a tokusatsu or a Japanese superhero mini-series about these creatures called Amazons. The Amazons need to eat protein to stay alive but after a period of time, they lose control and start to consume all sources of protein… It is sort of like Tokyo Ghoul in a few ways.
I feel like an Amazon on the verge of going berserk right now… I want to devour others… So…
Can I devour anyone here?
Do some things just make your blood boil? This is unrelated to depression / suicide, though this is one of the many reasons why I’m pissed at how terribly run and inefficient the USPS and 99% of all companies are.
So I ordered something from Amazon. The sent it via USPS. USPS claims that they attempted delivery at 1:03pm on Monday, Jan 18. On MLK Day. Yeah, on MLK Day. What bullshit is that? USPS was CLOSED that day. They weren’t making any goddamn deliveries. Tracking says that “delivery was refused.” I assumed they’d just redeliver […]
Hi all, i tried the helium exit bag method last night after finally two weeks of being terrified of doing it and not being able to, anyway it didnt work obviously (either that or im now in some kind of terrible coma)
i brought two party balloon sets from Amazon both with enough to fill 50 balloons i also made a exit bag from following some youtube videos so thought it was going to work,
I put on two music albums an hour long each, so that i would have something playing in the background so that i didnt panic too much when i was going to start,
I empted the bag of air turned […]
I made the worst mistake of my life by trying to end it. But the craziest thing happened. It became the biggest blessing as well. I grew up hearing things like, “you’re ugly,” “worthless!” “a mistake” “why didn’t you get an A?” This over time by family, peers, and our culture in general just eroded my self-confidence and by the age of 23 I was in full blown anger and depression. I was so tired of being rejected, judged, teased, bullied, etc that I couldn’t see any other solution but taking my life and so I tried. Well, God decided he had another plan and […]
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The depression break downs I seem to experience are coming back more and more this week. Yesterday I was just so depressed I couldnt pull myself up. I got up to take my medicine and ended up just laying in the floor. It just felt like it wasnt worth getting up to survive. My fight with my dad is getting no better. Hes still choosing his wife/ex-wife (its complicated) over me. My mom keeps saying Karma comes around..he`ll regret it when hes older. Thats not good enough to me. I dont want to wait. I want him in my life now. Its just frustrating
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